20 - mindless

                                    

                                          
I stared at Joonas for a second, trying to decipher the reflection emotion in his eyes before a snorting noise escaped my nose and I started to giggle. "You really fell for it did you? If you could only see your face right now." I brought up between giggles and unsuccessfuly tried to catch my breath when the look on the guitarist's face changed from pure confusion to slight anger.
                          
"Oh you think this is funny? Lyra you scared the shit out of me!" Joonas spoke up. He was yelling and the veins on his tensed neck were twitching now that his loud voice filled the room. One hand was resting on his forehead, appparently his screaming and his strong headache didn't go together very well.
                          
"You must admit it is kind of funny. I really fooled you poodle." Once again I accentuated the last word, knowing very well how much it would upset Joonas. He despised that personal nickname but his reactions to getting called 'poodle' were a little too tempting to not let this word slip from my mouth once in a while.
                          
"Oh you must feel bold, tricking me into thinking that you forgot about us kissing last night and now you called me by that ridiculous name again. You're in danger Lyra, you know that?" Joonas' voice got increasingly lower and once those last few words left those lips my instincts told me to get up immediately to run and find cover somewhere where the man with the blonde locks wouldn't find me until he calmed down.
                          
"In danger?" I scoffed and rolled my eyes "Joonas when I am surrounded by you, I am always in serious danger." I continued and that was apparently the cue Joonas needed to throw himself ontop of me with his full weight.
                          
"Ughhh!" A sharp breath escaped my lungs alongside with a grunting noise when the blonde one slammed his body ontop of mine. "That's what you get for provoking an angry poodle with a hangover and a headache." Joonas explained and didn't seem to bother that I showed serious signs of a struggle once he layed ontop of me.
                          
"Did you forget that I have a hangover too? I swear to god am going to throw up on you if you don't stop, I don't care." I brought up, my voice almost being inaudible duing to the fact that I nearly suffocated under the weight of the blonde one's body.
                          
"Mh, that's sexy." Joonas didn't take anything I said just the slightest bit serious, in fact it suddenly felt like he was pressing his body down into mine even more now as I was sinking more and more into the matress beneath me.
                          
"You're unbelievable." I started to squirm under him while I grabbed his shoulders to try to shove him off me. "And you're only realizing that now?" A big smirk appeared on the man's full lips.
                          
Strands of his curly blonde hair were hanging in his face, his big blue eyes were locked with mine and for a second the world stopped spinning. I didn't even feel the heavy weight on me anymore, so captivating was his sensual look that made my guts feel a wamer that I would have liked to admit.
                          
"If you have to throw up on me while I kiss you now, at least you'll have some redemption." Joonas whispered and leaned down, his face now only inches away from mine. The electricity that sparked between us was almost unbrearable at this point. Joonas bent down a little further and brushed his lips just slightly against mine before he pulled back again. His soft touch was just enough to make the butterflies in my stomach riot again. 
                          
The curly-haired one moved one of his hands to my jaw. He cupped the side of my face with his rough fingers before he bent down again, this time finally connecting our lips properly. His fingers were curling up, his silver rings causing me a slight pain as they were digging into my skin right above my jaw.
                          
The kiss magically worked like a cure to the symptoms of the hangover as they were completely overshadowed by the tingling feeling that spread through my whole body once I felt Joonas' soft lips on mine.
                          
It was the first time I kissed the blonde one sober and although I expected it to be even more intense than the drunk kisses we had shared, I was overwhelmed by the things that this man could make me feel with just a few simple kisses. It seemed like the two times before, my senses had been numbed by the harmful liquids I had consumed but this time they were completely hightened, responding to every little movement, to even the smallest touches such as the cold metal of his rings.
                          
I somehow had to cope with that sudden overflow of sensations and grabbed his blonde locks with one of my hand. Joonas responded by slightly tilting his head, the kisses we shared now became more wild and just slightly sloppier than before.
                          
"I think you guys forgot to send me an invite to whatever this is." As Joonas and I were making out with our bodies ontop of each other Joel entered the room. Until now I had totally forgotten that he fell asleep on the couch yesterday after I had fed him the whole story about Joonas and his memory loss.
                          
"Morning Joel." I cleared my throat and Joonas rolled to the side to catch a sight of the blonde vocalist whose long hair was looking just as messy as his friend's hair was. His eyes were tired and the remains of black eyeliner on his face was by now so smudged that he looked like a panda bear.
                          
"Taking the hangover well, I see." Joel remarked and grinned. I could literally feel how my face turned red because all the heat in my body suddenly travelled to my cheeks as the vocalist kept looking back and forth between his bandmate and me.
                          
"More or less I guess. But I really need to get some water in my system, my throat feels like I've been sucking dick for hours." Joonas grunted and got up from the bed. Joel and I looked at each other in silence for a few seconds, then we bursted out into laughter.
                          
"Oh come on it wasn't even that funny." The guitarist put his hands on his ears, appparently our loud laughter was only intensifying his headache at this point.
                          
"Can you get me a water too?" I asked once Joel and I had calmed down and the curly-haired one just smiled and nodded. There was something that his blue eyes reflected that hadn't been there before, something that didn't fit the Joonas that teasingly kissed me just a few moments ago. The blonde one almost looked like he was experiencing fear or even guilt.
                          
The look in his eyes threw me off track. If someone had to feel guilt right now, it was most definitely me. I still couldn't believe that I had been stupid enough to think that making Joonas more drunk than he already had been would be a good idea. I felt so incredibly stupid and pathetic.
                          
Him and Joel left the room and I distantly heard them chat about a new song that they wanted to finish the next couple days. I closed my eyes again and slid under the covers. I had barely even slept a couple hours and now that I was alone in a room with no distraction and snuggled up comfortably, I noticed how tired I still was. When I heard how someone entered the room and placed a glass on the nightstand next to the bed, I was already half-asleep again.
                          
"Don t mind me. Just go back to sleep." Joonas' hoarse voice was sounding like a beautiful melody in my ears. The last thing I percieved before dozing off again was a soft pair of lips on my forehead.
                          
Author's note: I really dipped after I uploaded the last chapter but now I'm back. Miss Lyra did not lose her memories that just would have been a little too much but she for sure fooled Joonas and some of you too I guess. 
                          
Sorry that you had to wait so long for an update I will try to write the next chapter asap. <3.