The final days

                                    

                                          
Elenas POV: 

                          
It's been days since I heard from Evan and my boyfriend won't tell me what was said. Me and Devin made it official. I loved him I couldn't deny it even though it's hard to not think about Evan. I'm full on baby bump showing I noticed it earlier but I didn't say anything because I was happy but sad at the same time. 
                          
The days seemed shorter and the nights longer. My brain scrambled about everything honestly I loved Devin I want him but I love Evan and I don't want him to be hurt. The nightmares are consistent Devin started to stay up all night holding me. The dreams so vivid. 
                          
  Tonight's no different it's 3:34 am I have school at 9 I just needed sleep. I felt very sick and hungry. Sighing I get up from my bed. I was back home in my apartment Devin stays with me quite often. 
  I walk to the fridge grabbing the milk jug. I poured myself some cereal and started eating in peace till my bedroom door opened.  Devin came out in just pj pants. 
     "Hey you should have woken me I woulda made you something" he said groggy I smiled "it's okay captain crunch is just fine" I said. 
  "Have you heard from him?" I asked quietly he shook his head. 
                          
  Sighing I pushed the cereal away. Just then I felt two huge punched in my stomach. It tickled so I laughed realizing it's the baby's moving. "Quick I think they are moving" I hurried Devin over. He ran by my side and put his hands on my stomach. He smiled feelings the small movements.  He kissed my belly and took my hands and dragged me to the bedroom. We laid down and he snuggled into me. "I love you Pretty Ms Elena" he said kissing my cheek. 
                          
   "I love you to Devin" I said smiling. 



                          
Evans POV: 
                          
I need to be there for my kid but I can't fucking be around them. I stared at the gun if I ended it I would be free. Free from it all but I would have walked away from my baby. I took another sip of the bottle closing my eyes. I felt sick I needed more I went to my drawer and pulled out the needle. It feels good it takes my mind off her. I stick it in my vein wincing slightly. This is what kills me and I knew once I did it this last time it was over. I felt the black take over me. 
                          
  Goodbye my loves I thought about Elena and my son or daughter. 



                          
3 years later 

                          
He overdosed Evan was gone and my two year old sons where running around. Devin and me got married I miss Evan I loved him still. I couldn't believe this happened James knows who his dad is. He knows about him and he passed due to and illness. 
                          
Devin left the game he became a business owner and a successful one at that. 
Lyric and wren have a new born the rest of the team kinda split up after the funeral. 
                          
Sighing as I looked at Evans pictures and ashes we have a memorial for him in a part of the mansion we own. 
                          
I kissed my fingers placing them on his picture. I'm sorry my love I thought James ran over hugging me. 
                          
  "I love you daddy" he said to the picture I smiled as Cameron came over hugging us. 
                          
Devin entered the room "hey" he said coming over to us. "Daddy" the boys yelled. I hugged him as he looked at the picture. He misses him so much I know he does. 

                          
My life turned into something else I never thought possible I'm rich and With a beautiful family. 
I thank god as I walk out the memorial room. 
I'm sorry Evan I spoke before shutting the door moving on. 






                          
That's the end of His love could kill. 
                          
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