"do you know how this hurts? i might don't know how to show it but it really does." on the end i said his name louder to let him know that he is the real reason why our relationship will end.
"go tell someone who cares about your feelings" my jaw d...
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user1 friend goals i want
user2 how are y'all so pretty?
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user6 did something happened with you and vinnie? athenaa_ no, nothing.. ameliezilber✓ yet.. user7 AMELIE KILLING WITH COMMENTS TODAY user8 yet? what does that mean? user9 i knew they wouldn't last... user10 didn't we all? user11 it was good while it lasted user12 lmao it lasted something around 2 months user13 well.. they were cute user14 just waiting for another girl who is vinnie gonna date so his twelvies can shade her, athena did not deserve any hate comment.. user15 agreeedddd, she created her career, no one else did user16 first famous person who didn't got canceled for something since moment they are on internet user17 wait for toxic vinnie fans to discover some shady tweet from 2012 user18 LMAO user19 FRR BRUH
i didn't even have twitter in 2012? what? but comments were okay, i guess? we are gonna ignore the comments that assume me and vinnie already broke up. but we will, so i better start getting over him. it would hurt less.
well, none of my break-ups hurted that much until point i cried my ass of. i did cry a little but i move on fast.
hour passed since i posted photo and notifications were still going off but i was too drunk and too lazy to unlock phone and see what is going on on my profile.
amelia, avani and i had bottle of wine for ourself. drinking never did something good in my life but what can i lose? myself? funny.. i would love to be lost on 5 minutes.
"i am just saying.. if he is cheating you better stay away from him.." amelie spoke from couch laying with half full bottle in her hand.
"i will do thay, but what else am i gonna do? hit on his homie?" i responded. also laying on couch in same position looking at ceiling.
"i mean, if you are not planning in telling him that you know about kiss.. and planning on waiting to see what will he do.. make him jealous, hit on kio. then bum.. uncomfort him about situation when he showes bit of jealousy.." avani explained. talking like she is drunk. i mean we all are. but i am here in my mind still.
"yeah, perfect plan" amelie added.
"alright then.. we are gonna do it like that." i agreed taking sip from bottle as they yelled "yes" in union.
"but for now.. alexa.." avani said waiting for alexa to turn on.
"play good 4 u by olivia rodrigo" she continued looking with us with smirk. amelie and me smiled at her.
"playing good 4 u by olivia rodrigo" alexa gave us in response. as soon as music started we screamed all the way through it.
after 2 hours of listening to music and drinking we are blacked out. drunk. not knowing what we are doing.
"hey isn't your birthday soon?" amelie said with last strings of strenght while trying to sit up.
"yeah september 16th why?" i responded barely looking at her. i am feeling very sleepy.
"that's for like 5 days.. let's start our plan that night. you wear something nice.. and you know how jealousy is working.." avani is barely saying. but she is awake obviously.
"if he doesn't say anything about kiss and confesses that he cheated. our plan is 100% on my mind. but i will make him jealous anway" i turned around and fell asleep fast.
around 4am i woke up breathing heavily and sweating. nightmares are back. i realised this is the first night sleeping without vinnie.
he affects on my nightmares.
i saw amelie and avani passed out on couch. avani was holding her bottle in hand on floor, while amelie was hugging bottle.
i laughed to myself and got up. i turned on lights in kitchen and took glass of water. i didn't know where medics were.
i remembered i have keys of my house and dad and mum are not there. i texted avani that i am at my house, so when she wakes up she will se message.
it was dark but not much. my head still hurted from alcohol and it wasn't safe to drive so i dragged motorbike back home.
walking, made my head hurt less. air helped.
passing by sway house i notice vinnie's car is outside. but it's too early to knock on door.
i got in house. it was so quiet. i went up to my room and because i couldn't sleep i decided to write down my plan for birthday. i had money. i wanted to make it unforgetable.
notes - call hotel and rent big place for birthday - red carpet and paparazzi - as much as possible friends over - new dress - dinner for guests and room to myself - theme: idk but something fancy. i want long dresses
and much more. i feel like i am going to make this happen. if vinnie doesn't speak up, i will make him hela jealous. he will pay.
