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Jungkook is a boy with a pure smile, even if his illness should rob him of his happiness. He is content with every day he receives and tries to take advantage of every moment.
Taehyung is classified as a withdrawn boy, w...
"You... You will be alright." Taehyung mumbles again, still looking at his sleepy boyfriend, which is on the hospital's white bed.
After Jungkook's mother arrived at the hospital, she was about to faint when she heard the terrible news. Jimin and Minjae tried to take care of her as well, while Yoongi stayed close to Taehyung.
The little one spent the last three hours on the hospital bed and his friends in the hallway. Half an hour ago, Taehyung entered in his boyfriend's room.
And damn it! He tried his best to be strong, but failed. Just after she met the little boy's black and beautiful - but extremely tired - eyes, she began to burst into a loud and ugly cry.
Jungkook takes a deep breath, trying to cover the fact that he wants to cry as well. He already knew. He knew since he was little, that he will have to die much sooner than the others. And it was ok. He was really reconciled with his thought. Until Taehyung came in his life.
Until the blond haired-boy showed him, that he can be strong even is he has tears on his face, not just a smile. Until he showed him how sweet it's the taste of the love. How colorful the life can be, when you have by your side, the right person.
And yes... he has been hoping ever since. He started to hope he'll have as much time with Taehyung as possible. That he can enjoy life, just like anyone else.
But it seems that sometimes life does not take into account the fact that we have already had our share of pain and sadness. Sometimes it doesn't take into account the fact that we need a little happiness too. And we can't fight with her, with her choices. We just have to accept. Even if it's awful.
The little one forces a smile, then gently strokes the older one's hair.
"Please, enough crying. You want to make the sky upset?" Jungkook asks in a soft and lower tone, while Taehyung just wiped away a few tears.
"You are right, my love! We can't just wait and cry! We have to do something! I will search this week the best doctors, we will figured out somehow!" the older one reply then in a hopeful voice, but the youngest just sigh.
"Tae. Stop, please." the little one says, trying his best to lot cry harder than ever.
Because he is done with all his power, all his strength. He really needs to cry. But he can't. He has to pretend in front of Taehyung. The poor boy cried already a lot.
"We can search in America, bun. There are a lot of good doctors and I'm sure—"
"Taehyung!" Jungkook yells, cutting the older one's reply. "Stop doing this. You have to accept the reality." he continues, then a few tears escaped.
Taehyung glance at him, and remains speechless a few seconds. What the hell Jungkook is talking about?
The reality?
"Jungkook, you don't understand. I have to do something, ok?" he raise his voice at his turn, and others tears appearing on his cheeks. "I... I can't just wait, until you... Until you stop fighting." he whispers the last part, while the younger one close his eyes again.
"You don't have to wait." the doll eyed-boy says in a calm tone, catching Taehyung's attention. "I will do the operation." he finishes, and the older one laughs sarcastically.
"Don't even think about this." the older one tells at his turn, then takes a deep breath.
Jungkook glance at him softly, trying to keep this wonderful image in his mind as long as he can.
"Unfortunately, this is not your decision." Jungkook insists, then his boyfriend looks at him in a confused grimace.
"Jungkook, you don't understand. The doctor told us that the chances of survival are very lower. I can't risk that! I can't risk your life, do you understand me?"
The little one motions for him to approach him, and when Taehyung sits down on the little one's bed carefully, Jungkook tries to sits better. Taehyung helps him immediately. The bunny boy then takes his hands between his own, and smiles when he notices how big Taehyung's hands look compared to his own.
"Tae, God knows what's the best for us. That's why I will leave my life in his hands. If he wants to give me another chance, then it will be wonderful. If he will decide that is the time for me to sit besides of him, at least I hope I will be there, then I will watch you, and the others in silence. I will take care of you all." the little one says, and the other one looks at him with a lot of tears on his face.
"No, I will not let you, Kookie! If... If you will wait a few days, I will make sure to find a doctor, and I... I—"
"I can't fucking let you to see me dying!" Jungkook yells again, this time without stopping his tears. "I can't let you to be like my mom, ok?" he says after, and Taehyung looks at him confused.
"Like... Like your mother?" the older one asks, and the little one nods.
"My dad... died because of this illness too. I inherited the disease from him. And believe me... In the last days of his life, my mother was always by his side. But it was a nightmare! She had to watch him die slowly, and how the pain became much too unbearable. I ... I don't want to be a burden to you, why you don't understand? I can't... I can't be like him. Please Tae, just... Just let me to the surgery. I will die anyway." the younger one tells in a broken tone, while his boyfriend feels his own heart dying.
Why? Why this is not a nightmare? Why he can't open his eyes, and see Jungkook fine?
Taehyung just sigh, then nods slowly. He kiss after the doll eyed-boy forehead, another tear escaping from his left eye.
If God does all things right, then he must save Jungkook. He must.
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Hi angels! A late update, as I promised!! Ik it's kinda boring, but hey, I want to finish this book;)
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