Chapter 12

                                    

                                          
Who knew you would have a hot guy sitting on your fridge at 3am, drinking and wondering when you'll be on your next period. Life is really full of surprises. 
Funny surprises.
"What's so funny?" You didn't realize that you were smiling until taehyung had to ask you. Your eyes shot up to him in surprise.
"Funny? What's not funny about you sitting here at 3am wondering when my next period will be". You laughed even more.
He jumped off the fridge taking big steps towards you. "I've never had period sex before because I thought it would be disgusting but now... I suddenly want to try it" He whispered in your ear, taking your earlobe into his mouth and gently biting on it. He wasn't sounding playful Instead he sounded angry, as if it was a challenge. He was angry.
"Taehyung you're just being unreasonable" You slightly pushed him away.
"Tell me, how did it feel? Where you bleeding to much? Was there blood everywhere?, Where-"
"Taehyung stop!" You yelled not caring if you woke everyone up. He was beginning to sound like he's mocking you. Like he finds you disgusting and you weren't about to take it.
"Hyungjin and I loved each other, and it takes two people that are In love to have period sex. Because there needs to be love and care, not lust and desire like we have" He scoffed
"I would never have period sex with you because from what I can see you'll make me insecure about myself" you said pointing your index on his chest. 
"What we share is simply lust! Nothing more nothing less!" You said. You lied when you said that  because atleast from your side you didn't feel just lust for him. You sincerely liked him. 
"You don't want to have period sex with me, you just want to do it because I did it with someone else that isn't you. You're being competitive because you think I've had better pleasure than what you're giving me?" 
"Well haven't you?!" He spat back.
"You've had period sex before and from what I hear from you, it requires love and from what I hear love is a sweet feeling. So you felt good doing it didn't you? I also want to make you feel good. I want to be the reason you feel good" Taehyung didn't know when he said what he just said. He wasn't expecting his comeback to be that.
"Well you would if you loved me and not lusting after my body" You turned around to go back to your room but was stopped by Taehyung's hand harshly gripping your wrist.
"You think I'm only lusting after your body?" He asked with clenched jaw. A part of you had hope that he would say something that means that he likes you. You wanted him to say he didn't feel only attracted to you just for sex. You wanted more. You wanted his care, affection. 
You looked into his eyes hopefully, praying that he would say something nice and not something to tick you off. 
"Well you're right, I'm only interested in your body. You aren't bond to me. Don't act like we're dating or anything, don't ask for more from me because I have nothing to give. We aren't exclusive. And don't think you're the only woman I've been with since we start what we're doing" Shattered would be the word to describe your heart right now. The way he said those words like they were the simplest things to say. It was obvious from his words that he didn't feel even the slightest bit of affection for you. And you were okay with it. You weren't expecting Taehyung to like you back overnight. 
"Sure. I know that" With that you left his presence and went into your room. Locking your door behind you and bawling into your bed crying your eyes out.