She couldn't sleep peacefully because tomorrow morning sidharth would be leaving for canada to fulfil his dreams unknowingly shattering delicate heart into millions of pieces. It might take years for her to accept his decision tears are constantly rolling down nobody is there to wipe them off ...
Kaisi Yeh Judai Hai
Aankh Bhar Meri Aayi Hai
Mera Dil Doob Raha
Isse Bas Ab Doobne Do
Yeh Pehli Baar Hua
Yeh Kyun Ehsaas Hua
Mera Dil Toot Raha
Isse Bas Ab Tootney Do
Hmmm.. Hmmm..
Mujhe Bas Ab Roney Do
Is Gham Ko Bahne Do
Yeh Saath Jo Toot Raha
Isse Aaj Chhutney Do
Taking a deep breath, pulled out her sketch book and fondly drew him didn't realise when her eyes shut, she drifted into deep slumber till the alarm clock rang by 7:00am quickly rushed inside bathroom to freshen up will be leaving within two hours need to spend maximum time with him.
She proceed downstairs groaning at her dupatta which keeps slipping down making others howl into laughter such an adorable babe literally makes the entire mansion insane due to her cute antics, zubaida ji scolded her to walk slowly and properly, why does she always need to be in a hurry ?
"Koi baat nahi, uske adat hai aap please gussa mat kiya karein" cause of her everyone smiles doesn't want anybody to change shehnaaz that's when she became emotional "phirse aap daant se bachane ke liye agaye kyun, please mat kariye sidharth kyunke doh ghaante baad, aap nahi honge aur mujhe is sabse khud deal karna ana chahiye" she quickly drank back emotions while rehaan noticed her sudden change in expressions.
"Beta shehnaaz ko chodo tum batao packing hogaye ?" zubaida ji asked, he nodded praising his bestfriend "of course, kal raat shehnaaz ne madad kare isliye time par hogaya warna subah hojate" zubaida ji couldn't believe naaz had become so responsible and hard working as she usually avoids helping her or anybody else at home.
"Mujhe yakeen nahi araha kahin tum mazak toh nahi kar rahe ?" he assured zubaida ji due to which she kissed her forehead" wahhh shehnaaz proud of your mera bacha" she plastered smile.
"Tu theek haina ?" rehaan worriedly, questioned.
"Hmmm, theek hoon" she lied, how can she smile when her poor heart is on verge of crushing and ripping apart won't be able to let him go doesn't have heart to witness his departure.
"Beta sidharth, time hogaya hai chalo nikalte hain !!" javed ji inform, she felt lump growing inside throat restricting flow of emotions, suffocating chest as it's getting heavy due to extreme agony and horrific thoughts, cannot breath instantly ran outside gaining sidharth's attention.
Kaisi Yeh Judai Hai
Aankh Bhar Meri Aayi Hai
Mera Dil Doob Raha
Isse Bas Ab Doobne Do
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Haan.. Haan..
Haan.. Haan..
Aik Baat Satati Hai
Jab Teri Yaad Aati Hai
"Main abhi aya, just give me 20 minutes !!" immediately went behind to view her sobbing loudly, rubbing her chest and holding nearby wall for support it clenched his heart to death.
"Kya huwa, mera bacha ?" he anxiously cupped her face and made her look in to his intense gaze "sidharthhh, don't leave me alone ... mujhe aapke bina na rehna nahi ata kaise manage karunge, mujhe darr lag raha hai, please don't u know I am irresponsible, stupid and childhish, kaise handle karunge khud ko jab koi daantega ya phir rulayega toh kaun chup karwayega 💔" she cried.
"Mujhe nahi rehna aapke bina kyun jarahe hain ... don't leave me" he cupped her face wiping off tears and joining their head "I am sorry, jana padega wada karta hoon wahan se bhi tujhe protect karta rahunga, will make sure koi tujhe na daante sab pyaar karein lekin samajh .. mera jaana zaroori hai" she pulled him into passionate hug and cried for 10 minutes, sidharth assures her not to worry everything will be fine, eventually will learn to survive without him.
Jaane Kyun Door Gaya
Yeh Pehli Baar Hua
Yeh Kyun Ehsaas Hua
Jaaney Anjaney Kyun
Mujhe Tum Se Pyaar Hua
Hanstey Hanstey Rota Hon
Rote Rotay Hansta Hoon
Phir Khud Se Kehta Hoon
Jo Hona Tha.. Ho Hi Gaya.
"I am leaving ... aakhri baar smile karde yaar warna kaise jaunga ?" she gave into his demand, kissing top of head, turns around, she stood like frozen ice.
"Take care of yourself and I will text you as soon as I reach" she fell down like broken pieces of glass, door shuts behind as soon as sidharth leaves.
"I love you sidharthhhhh ... kaash aapko bata sakte ke kitna pyaar karte hoon kyun mere liye aapko jaane daina itna mushkil hai, please wapis ajayein, how do I function without you, my heart, body and soul carves for your presence I want you to hold me forever and ever" she cried and cried until body gave up quietly went inside her room and stared their pictures on wall.
"Main aapka intezaar karunge sidharth itne jaldi give up nahi karne wale after all we are inseparable lekin na jaane kyun aisa mehsoos horaha hai ke maine aapko khud se bohut durr kardiya hai, I don't know, my heart feels empty" at last her bad intuitions arises due to which she becomes horrified.
"Aap sirf mere hain, chahe kuch bhi hojaye, you have to come back to me, kisi ko bhi hamare beech nahi ane dunge" she assured herself.
"I miss you shehnaaz, shayed mere bina tum khud ko sambhal na seekh jao I know you will mera strongest bacha" texted shehnaaz.
"Miss you too, apna khayal rakhna ... text me as soon as you reach" she sends him with a heart emoji, sidharth grinned.
At night, zubaida ji asked her to have food, she denied and lock herself inside room they decided to give some alone time "uska kuch time lagega sab khalo main jakar baat karunge" amma jaan, uttered.
"Hume bhi bhook nahi !!" they announced, sadly dispersing in their rooms no matter what shehnaaz is their reason of happiness.
"Naaz darwaza kholo, amma jaan se baat karo aakhir kab tak bhooke rehna ka irada hai ? poor lady, questioned.
She finally opens door to witness amma jaan tensed "main theek hoon amma jaan please fikar na karein aur khanna khaaye warna tabiyat kharab hojayegi" worriedly told, she denied.
"Tumhare bina nahi khaunge chalo neeche warna baat nahi karunge" that's it shehnaaz immediately gave into her demand "bohut ziddi hain" naaz told.
"Tum bhi toh ziddi ho !!" she pulled her cheeks and kissed forehead.
"I miss him, amma jaan 💔" she cried.
"Hamara business usne sambhalna hai rehaan ke saath mil kar toh inshallah jald wapis ayega, doh saal ki baat hai, uska saath de bache, don't become so selfish let him live alone for sometime, wapis ajayega" she assured.
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