Chapter 20: Gulf

                                    

                                          
I look up at MAME upon her last sentence just at the same second as Mew Suppasit. I turn my head around to him and find him staring at me too. I blink. And blink again, then turn around once again uncomfortably. I feel so strange when I am staring at Mew Suppasit, and more when he looks back at me. I feel much more stranger when he comes nearer to me. My heart beats so fast everytime he locks his eyes into my soul, like sucking my soul out and leaving me all dried out. 
                          
I swallow my saliva hard to calm myself down. At this moment, I have to face a much more important stuff than my beating heart. Everyone knows how do two men build up chemistry for a drama. Hugging. Kissing. And I'm not very sure if there's more.
                          
We all move to the bigger area and MAME asks Mew Suppasit and me to stand right in the middle facing each other. So I did it. I turn my whole body towards Mew Suppasit and look right into his face, listening to MAME's orders. He does so too. Now this is the first time we really stand straight up looking at each other and I find out that he is a little bit shorter than I am. Just a tiny teeny, but, wow, who would guess that this man is even shorter than I am. To be honest, I am not really tall if you compare to those really really tall guys, I'm just 185. But how come when I'm taller than Mew Suppasit, I feel like I'm way shorter than him and he's staring down at me. With his hot eyes. 
                          
"Good, now can the two of you both take a step forward until both of your tummies are touching the other's?"
                          
What the fuck? So fast? I thought MAME would ask us to have a self-introduction first to get to know more about each other or at least have a chat for five minutes. Is this going too fast? But before I can think again, my view is already blocked. Mew Suppasit apparently didn't take only one step forward, but more than ten. All I can see is only his eyes. His hot and sexy eyes which are staring deep into my eyes. 
                          
His nose is tall. So tall that there is less than 1cm between our noses and if he moves his head forward for a bit, his lips will be touching me. 
                          
Gulp.
                          
The toilet scene comes rushing into my mind again. His blurry eyes. His wet lips. His huge dick. His large dick. His hard dick. His big dick inside my mouth. Fuck. 
                          
I close my eyes to get away the dirty thought in my mind. I open my eyes again, just to crash into his stare from his eyes. So hot, like the staring is almost burning my own eyes. Gulp. My brain goes blank. I cannot think. He's so close and this is the first time we are ever so close. Well, I mean, except my girlfriend, no one has ever gone so close to me either. 
                          
I hear my heart beat. Thump. Thump. Thump, once again banging onto my ears, almost making me deaf. I feel the temperature around us getting higher and higher and heat is climbing onto my cheeks. Yikes. Mew Suppasit must have seen my blush. He must be laughing at me inside his heart. He must be teasing me getting red so easily. Would he pull me into the toilet again this time? Would he take off his pants and really fuck me this time? 
                          
"Mew..." I blurt out in a very low, whispery voice that only the both of us can hear suddenly. His eyes widen. And I see his Adam's apple going up and down. I...I...I want to reach out my hand to touch it. Play with it. But when I realise what am I thinking, I move backward abruptly. 
                          
Shiya. What the hell are you doing, Gulf? He could have said you were sexual harrassing him if you did anything to him. I take two steps backward again, pulling some more distance away between the two of us. When Mew Suppasit is around me, I obviously forget how to breathe. I breathe in the cool air as hard as I could. I am about to move backward again when I feel an arm around the back of my waist. Before I can react to anything, the arm gives strength and pulls me forward. And I crash right into Mew Suppasit, with my eyes locking at his. Because of the sudden movement, my hands are both on Mew Suppasit's shoulders. 
                          
Fuck. This time I can't even struggle to get out of his embrace, or to be honest, I don't want to leave his arms. My chest is touching his, and I can clearly feel his heart beat under his shirt. Strong. And fast. Just as fast as mine. 
                          
Feeling his heart beat makes my face goes even redder, together with the pace of my heart beat. I can feel every breath he takes in and out, all blowing onto my face. Hot. And somehow safe. I wish I could stay like this for a century.