Chapter 21

                                    

                                          
Kawa had been extremely quiet all day, Iwa knew why and it ripped him apart but he couldn't show it as he knew that he had to be strong for his boyfriend.
                          
It was soon time to go to bed and the brunette held on tightly to Iwa. It was as if he was his lifeline, the only thing keeping him alive, he felt the despairation and it broke his heart. 
                          
They lay there quietly until Iwa felt his chest getting wet and heard the sobs that Kawa was desperately trying to stifle. "I know baby, I'm here now" Iwa said softly kissing the boys forehead. Kawa looked up with his tear streaked face, his voice cracking, "Hajime, I don't want to go back. I don't think that I can handle not seeing you for so long. What if you forget me, I don't think that I could handle it".
                          
Iwa sighed gently, "I'm never going to forget you, I love you. We need to stay in touch and we'll see each other at Suga and Daichis wedding in May and then there are the Olympics in July"
                          
Both boys had received exciting news over the festive period, Kawa had received his dual citizenship and had been selected to play for the Argentinian national team at the Tokyo Olympics and Iwa had got the job to be the Japanese National teams athletic trainer so he would also be there.
                          
SMUT
                          
The boys didn't sleep much that night and clung onto each other all night. "Hajime?" Kawa whispered, "yes baby" the boy replied. "I want you, please" he said with tears rolling down his face.
                          
Iwa pulled him in closer and lifted his chin and looked into his watery eyes. His heart ached knowing how hard it would be for them to be away from each other. Kawa wrapped his legs around Iwa's and they were so close together that everytime one of them breathed in or out the others chest moved along at the same time. It was like they have melted together as one.
                          
Kawa's breathing became harder as Iwa kissed him gently, he closed his eyes and felt such sorrow, he couldn't explain it. The spiky haired boy pushed his tongue into his boyfriends mouth and moved around vying for dominance. 
                          
Iwa could feel the boy hardening and start to rut against him, Iwa moaned slightly and put his hands in the back of Kawa' boxers gripping and massaging his boyfriends ass. Kawa was rubbing harder against him, gasping loudly, "Hajime please, I'm yours, take me".
                          
Iwa turned the boy over onto his stomach and began to lube his fingers. Kawa was writhing underneath him and moaning intensely, " Tooru, do you want me to go ahead", he whispered in the boys ear. "Yes Hajime, please, I need you" the boy replied breathlessly. Iwa spread the boys legs and began to rub his finger gently along his boyfriends rim, Kawa was already pushing his ass against Iwa asking for stimulation.
                          
Kawa couldn't believe how sensitive he felt, he wanted Hajime desperately and breathed in deeply when he felt the initial intrusion but still gasped, "More Hajime". Iwa granted his lovers wish and after a few minutes he removed his fingers. He lay with his chest touching his boyfriends back, he grabbed one of the boys hands and held it tightly whilst kissing and sucking the boys shoulder and neck.
                          
"Tooru, I'm going to start, okay? "Yes Hajime, I'm ready" Iwa pushed into him, their bodies hot and a fine layer of sweat between them. Iwa could feel the boys breathing getting shallower as he arched his back against him. Both boys were extremely riled up, Iwa was finding it hard to hold on due to the sounds coming from his lover and the way that he was writhing underneath him.
                          
The pace increased as the moans and pants from both boys came closer and closer together. "Ahh Tooru, you're so hot I can't take it much longer". Kawa let out a strangled moan as he released on the bed sheets shortly followed by his boyfriend. They eventually fell asleep for a few hours before Kawa's alarm went off telling him that it was time for him to leave his love, his Iwa chan.