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hello this is flauvier thanking you for supporting eternity! <3
                          
at first i was reluctant to write this since i thought it would be hard (which it was) but i persevered because i really wanted to tackle this kind of plot.
                          
i first thought of this plot when i couldn't sleep. i thought to myself what would be better, to die or to live on? my answer to that question is in this book, i would rather die feeling fulfilled than live on feeling incomplete.
                          
eternity is one of the stories i'm most proud of, that's for sure. 
                          
i sort of regret cutting it short but i'm not really an avid fan of writing a story with many chapters unless it was necessary. i was afraid that if i made it any longer, i would be pulling the plot in a direction i don't want. 
                          
truthfully it was a really big jump, hopping from a plot that i could actually relate to my real life to a plot that i could only base on my opinions and imagination. maybe after this i'll write a more lighthearted plot but that doesn't mean i'll stop writing angst *wink* ( spoiler i'm planning to write a story for jay to complete the bermuda triangle ;> )
                          
unlike desiderium which had a proper update schedule, i'm sorry i couldn't give eternity a proper one. my mental health was so bad in the midst of writing this so i had to take constant breaks. but still, writing had always been a coping mechanism and the kind words you all sent to my stories kept me going. (i'm okay now though no need to be worried) 
                          
now if you have any question i'll be happy to clear up some things you don't understand. ( i'll have the time to reply, i promise! )
                          
may you all find the person/people who can make you feel complete, platonic or not ! <3 
                          
thank you for the tremendous support, let us meet in our next journey. <3
                          
— flauvier
                          
ps. no bonus chapter for this story sorry ! :)