|27| Trying to make this right and pushing him away

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     Awkward.
     Bad.
     Guilty.

    That's what Taehyung feels.

     He made Jungkook to cry. He made Jungkook to give him fake smiles. It's his fault.

    After bunny boy assure him that he will get over him, the little one tried to act as normal as he could. He start to joked with Taehyung, to smile, but not as usual. His laugh wasn't real. His smile either.

    He started to avoid his gaze too. Or his touches.

     And it was Taehyung's fault.

     "Yo, Tae! You heard me?" Yoongi's voice catch his attention, then he looks at him.

     "What? Ah... Sorry, I was... I was thinking about something." the other one excuse himself, while looks around.
 
    Both of them are at the canteen at the moment, waiting for Jimin and Jungkook.

     "You look off since the football game. What happened?" Yoongi ask him in a serious tone,  and the blond haired-boy takes a deep breath.

    Maybe it's not right. Maybe Jungkook doesn't want Yoongi or anybody else to find out. But he really needs an advice. He really needs one. 

     "After the football game... I ran after Jungkook. He was on the rooftop and he was crying. " he starts and Yoongi raise his left eyebrow. "When I asked him what happened, he start to lie, but I couldn't let him slide. So I found out the reason. He was crying because of... that girl who kissed my cheek." he continues then looks around to see if the bunny boy it's near.

    "Really? Woah, that bunny it's really jealous or what?" Yoongi asks in an amused tone, but Taehyung just looks as t the table.

    "He told... He told that he likes me. More than a friend." Taehyung manage to tell him, and the older one remain speechless a few seconds.

    "What? Damn it! Jimin won!" he says in an annoyed voice, and Taehyung glance at him.

     "What do you mean?"

     "Well... Me and Jimin made a bet. I bet on you, and he on Jungkook. We had to say the name of the first person which will do the first move. I guess the bunny boy it's bolder than you." he says then shruggle. "What was your answer? Tell me that both of you are together now."
    
     "I... I told him I'm not gay." Taehyung whispers and his friend glance at him.

     "What the fuck did you say? You? Straight? This is even a better lie than your face."

     Taehyung doesn't seems amused at all.

     "I... I can't do this. I... I can't be gay." he admits and the older one looks at him intently.

     "Why Tae? I could swear you like Jungkook at your turn too. Then what happened? Why you told him something like that?"

     Taehyung can't reply anymore because Jimin and Jungkook arrives at them table. Jimin sits next to his boyfriend, while Jungkook sits a little farther from Taehyung— yeah, he can feel the tension. 

    Yoongi looks at both of them subtly, then sigh. They are really stupid. Especially Taehyung. 

     "I still can't believe you accepted, Kookie!" Jimin tells then bites from an apple.

     "What he accepted?" Yoongi intervenes and Taehyung just looks at them.

     "Yeonjun will do an another party tomorrow night, and he invited Jungkook again.  And this time, this stupid bunny agreed!" Jimin explains while Taehyung starts to play with his fingers.

    This is not good. From what he heard, Yeonjun it's not a good guy. Taehyung doesn't want him near of his— near of Jungkook.

     "You was the one who told us that Yeonjun it's a playboy and all he wants it's to fuck. Then why? You are crazy?" Taehyung asks in a serious tone, leaving all of his friends without any reply a few seconds.

     Jungkook glance at him then smiles. Again that fucking fake smile!

    "I didn't said exactly like this." Jungkook tells in a tiny voice, then looks away. "Why this bothering you anyway?" he asks after, then takes a sip from his banana milk.

     "It's not bothering me. It's just... You know what? Do whatever you want." the older one stutters then swears himself in his mind.

     "You two look like boyfriends." Jimin intervenes in a amused tone, but he doesn't have any idea what he said.

    Taehyung looks instantly at Jungkook, then moves his glance at his phone. Jungkook feels even more embarrassed that he was already, then takes another sip from his drink. And Yoongi... Well, he can feel the cringe air.

     "Tae opa!" a voice calls Taehyung, and Jungkook rolls his eyes when he sees Lisa, coming at their table.
     
     "And I thought my day began somehow good." the youngest mumbles, then Lisa sits next to Taehyung.

    "Tae opa, I wasn't able to congrats you at the football game. I wasn't around, but I am now." she says and Jungkook looks again at the table.

    "It's ok." that's the only thing Taehyung reply, and the little one refrains his smile.

     Yoongi glance at Jungkook, seeing him more tense when Lisa touches Taehyung's arm.

    The little one straights his voice then gets up. Taehyung looks at him, trying to push Lisa away.

     "I... I remembered I have to finish an essay. I will go in my class. See you at the next break!" the doll eyed-boy tells, then goes out from the canteen, without waiting for any reply.

    Jimin just gives death glare in Lisa's sight, while Taehyung and Yoongi share another glance.

     "Lisa, can you please go? I want to talk with my friends." Taehyung asks in a cold tone, while the couple looks at her in an annoyed look. 

     Lisa rolls his eyes, then gets up too.

     "Fine, see you later opa!" she says then touches again the older's one arm.

    "I feel like you two hide something from me. Spill the tea." Jimin tells in a serious tone, then looks at Taehyung.

    "This idiot made the biggest mistake of his life. "Yoongi says and Taehyung just looks at his phone. 

     Yeah... His friend it's right. He really made the biggest mistake of his life. Because of his past or because of his cowardice, he pushed the little one away.

    He knows very well he have to fix this thin, but he doesn't know how to start.

    "Guys... I guess it's the time to tell you about my past." Taehyung whispers after, feeling already how some tears warning him to appear.

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     Yeah, ik this chapter it's really boring, but I was at my grandparents:) I hope u liked even a little bit and see u at the next chapter:)

   

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