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Kuroo POV:
It had been a week since kenma woke up. The doctors said he wasn't getting any better and they were worried for him but right now he's just sleeping. I'm worried about him but I know he will be fine in the end. I couldn't help but worry a little bit though. I cast my worries aside and cuddled into kenma more and slowly drifted off to sleep.
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I woke up to the sound of loud beeping and looked over to my side.
"Ken? Omg he's in cardiac arrest again!" I pushed the nurse call button even though I could hear the calls in the nurses station and got off the bed. I stood off the side of the bed and rubbed kenma's face.
"Ken? Come on baby you got this your stronger than this! I love you so much kenma kozume!" I let go after kissing his forehead softly and let the doctors wheel his bed out of the room. I let myself stand and stare at the door and then grabbed all of mine and ken's electronics and packing them away in the bag and walking out to the waiting room.
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Bokuto and akaashi walked I to the waiting room about 45 minutes later and ran to me.
"Hey kuroo. How are you doing. I know it's hard but we're here." I didn't even look at them and just nodded. I wasn't able to cry anymore as one thought kept circling my head. I voiced it out loud without even noticing I had done so.
"He's gonna die." I turned into bokuto and akaashi latched onto the hug too. Yaku and Lev walked in and soon after so did a few others. Everybody joined the hug and I didn't have the strength in my legs to stand anymore so I let my legs collapse from underneath me. Everybody hugging me brought me to the ground carefully and everybody not hugging me latched on as soon as I was on the floor. As much as I wanted to cry I couldn't let the tears spill. I wanted to cry and just let it out but a part of me knew the truth while the rest of me was selfish.
"Don't say that kuroo. He will make it. He's kozume kenma! He's strong and you know that." I gripped bokutos shirt tighter and nodded my head. I unwrapped my self from everybody's arms and walked out of the hospital. I didn't want to be around so many people right now. They all knew that and respected my decision. A few minutes later yaku came walking out and sat next to me.
"You know better than anyone else kuroo. You're hoping that he makes it but deep down you know he probably won't." I looked over at him and let out a shaky breath I didn't know I had been holding in and yaku put his hand on my back.
"Just because I've realized it doesn't mean I'm ok with it or even come to terms with it yet. It still hurts yaku. Our wedding is in a few months and he's not going to make it until then." Yaku's comforting hand never left my back and even when I started to get angry he still stayed.
"If only I picked up on it sooner. I could've got him treated."
"Stop. Stop right there tetsuro! You know damn well that this was unavoidable. The doctor came out after you left. He has more news on kenma. It's escalated and now he has a tumor.... In, um in his heart. He's not going to give up without a fight and you know that kuroo. You should know better than anyone. Now stand your ass up and get in that room with your fiance and kiss him for god sakes." I nodded and stood up walking Inside the hospital.
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I woke up in bed at home. I let out a breathy sigh. I got up grabbed some clothes and changed then I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a yogurt out of the fridge. I sat down and ate it then looked at my phone. *sigh* "11:58. Guess I better head to the hospital then. Kenma will be waiting for me." I walked out of the house locked the door and walked to my car. I got in and started to drive to the hospital.
