Everyone Wants to change the world but no one wants to die

                                    

                                          
                                  -Gerard's POV-
                          
I hung my head over her's than her eyes poped open.
                          
                           ♥Emily's POV♥
                          
I opened my eyes and saw someone's face over mine. my first instinct was to punch it so i punched it. right in the nose. oh crap that was Gerard.
                          
"hey Gerard" i giggled
                          
"hello Emily.... you punched me"
                          
"yeah sorry about that" i said watching him hold his bleeding nose.
                          
he took out his phone and started texting someone. i just sat back and looked around. wait where am i? and why did Gerard have his head over mine? and why does my head hurt so much. why is this big cast on my arm? so many questions. where is Hayley?!?!!?
                          
"hey Gerard where's Hayley? why do i have a cast on my arm? why does my head hurt so much? why did you have your head over mine? and where am i?" i said
                          
"'oh erm well you were in a car accident and you broke your arm... again. you have a concussion. you are in the hospital. i had my head over your's because i wanted you to wake up from your a coma"
                          
"what? i was in A coma?"
                          
"yeah for three days"
                          
"oh" i just said
                          
"Emily!!!" frank yelled Barreling through the door.
                          
"hey Frank" i said as he hugged me
                          
"woah Gerard what happened to your nose?" i started giggling
                          
"you see when Emily woke up she punched it"
                          
"ahahaha nice Em you're awake for less than five minutes and you hurt someone." he said smiling
                          
"yup.. where's my sister?" i asked for the third time
                          
"erm well she didn't make it in the crash.. she kinda Died" he said
                          
what she died? WTF why?!?!? noooooooo. i felt tears coming to my eyes. i let them fall. Xander walked in and Sat on my bed. he pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back. i just cried into his shoulder. when i recovered a nurse walked in.
                          
"I see you have more than two people in here.... two of you GET"
                          
"oh and i see you're awake" she said
                          
"yeah" i said as Gerard and Frank got up and left as me and Xander stayed in. the nurse told me that whenever i want to i could leave and she gave me some medicine. i got up from my bed and walked out of the room. Gerard was waiting in the waiting room for me so i walked over to him and we drove Xander home than we went home. i went straight up to my room and cried. i took out my hidden blade and put it to my wrist. than i pulled it away fast. i was not going to cut. i threw it across the room and fell asleep. i woke up to my alarm clock beeping in my ear. Fucking school. i threw the clock across the room and i heard a cracking noise. awwww shit i broke my third alarm clock. i got up and got dressed in some random skinny jeans and A Day To Remember shirt. I Walked down stairs with my backpack slung over my shoulder. i grabbed a pop tart and walked out the door. when i got to school i went to home room. when school was all done i walked around the building to get Bandit from Preschool. yep she goes to preschool now and i pick her up. when i went around the corner i saw something that i thought i would never see. there was Lissy and Xander kissing.i fell to my knees and started crying.i walked up behind xander and punched his back.
                          
"we're over" i yelled
                          
"good because i only dated you so i could get your friend"
                          
"w-w-what... Lissy we're not friends anymore."
                          
"b-b-but i didn't kiss him he kissed me"
                          
"yeah sure but i don't care you wern't resiting"
                          
"s-sorry Emily"
                          
"sorry doesn't help" i screamed. i started running. my life is Shit now. i have lost one of my friends, i have lost my Boyfriend, i have lost my sister, and i have a stupid concussion and Broken arm from a stupid crash that i wish never happen. i ran to Bandit's preschool to see only Bandit's teacher and Bandit sitting on the steps of the school.
                          
"you're late to pick up your sister" the teacher said as Bandit came running up to my and hugged around my leg.
                          
"sorry i was at school and i had some trouble"
                          
"well next time try to be on time or get one of your parents to come"
                          
"okay thanks fro watching her"
                          
"no problem"
                          
i walked with Bandit home and i took her backpack up to her room and i sat on my bed.
                          
"Emily you have someone at the door for you" yelled Gerard up the stairs
                          
"kay" i yelled back down knowing fully who it was
                          
"what are you doing here?" i asked with venom in my voice
                          
"i'm sorry i didn't kiss him he kissed me" she said
                          
"okay sure... maybe later i will take your lies but right now? my freaken sister just died, my boyfriend left me, and i just fully hate myself"
                          
"okay" she said hangging her head walking down the sidewalk
                          
i walked back up to my room and sat on my bed. i pulled my laptop out and got on Facebook and Twitter. i had many thing linked to me.
                          
"happy early birthday Emily" rachel tweeted
                          
"thanks" i tweeted back
                          
i heard the door open down stairs and i went down to investigate. oh did i tell you i acidently broke Gerard's nose when i hit him? no, well i did. but there was Gerard Frank, Ray, Mikey, standing there looking mad
                          
"hello guys what's wrong?" i asked
                          
"oh nothing much except that Xander dumped you and broke your heart so now we are going to kill him" said Frank and with that they were gone walking out the door to "kill" Xander.
                          
so kinda a sad chapter
                          
but from all of you i stayed up and updated :)
                          
I am happy becasue i am going to get Kerrang in the mall!!!!!!!
                          
okay byezzzz