Chapter 55

                                    

                                          
Quinn's POV: 
                          
The memory of me being pregnant came a couple days ago. I've  still been randomly getting my memories back but they like to sneak up in me when I least expect it. 
                          
I didn't want to tell Kai about this part of our past because he would eventually find out when he got his memories back. I didn't think that would be now but here we are. 
                          
I still haven't confronted Jo about the whole situation. I'm still in shock and trying to process it all. She had to of had a good reason to help her dad, right? She just doesn't seem like the type of person who would do that to someone.
                          
Kai held me all through the night while I cried into him. It's the first time I allowed myself to really let it out. Having him finally knowing about it helped too because now I feel like I don't have to go through it alone. 
                          
"I can't wait to kill my father." He says against my hair. "And Jo."
                          
We lay in the bed, my head to his chest while he rubs my back. 
                          
"Kai-" I begin to say. 
                          
He cuts me off. "Quinn don't. They both did this to you. To us."
                          
I prop myself up to meet his eyes. "I want to confront Jo about it first... what if she had a reason to be on her dads side for all of this?"
                          
"They are terrible people. That is the only reason. I don't give a fuck if she was held against her will... she killed our baby." 
                          
The anger in his voice became strong and I knew he was right. Regardless of what was going on with Jo, what she did was wrong.  A tear slides down my cheek but Kai's thumb meets my skin to catch it. 
                          
"I don't think it's a good idea for you to be in the wedding." He tells me. 
                          
"I know I shouldn't but I made a promise. I don't break those." I state. 
                          
"That's an annoying trait." He laughs. 
                          
"It runs in the family." I shrug. "After I talk to her about this and after the wedding then I'm done with her."
                          
"Good." He says. 
                          
"How would you feel about going to New Orleans after the wedding?" I trail my index finger around his chest. 
                          
"Another trip to New Orleans? With actual people?" He pretends to be shocked. 
                          
"Crazy, I know!" I play along. 
                          
"Once I kill my father then I'm all yours baby. Wherever you go, I'll follow."  He smiles down at me. 
                          
A smile tugs at my lips then they meet his. I press them hard against his and a groan rumbles in his chest. He flips me over so he is now on top with his forearm laying by my head to prop himself up. 
                          
He dives into my neck and gently nips at the sensitive skin. A small moan escapes my lips then his mouth is moving from my neck up to my lips. 
                          
He plants a small kiss before pulling away. "I'm sorry I can't give you another baby." 
                          
Tears start to swell in my eyes because I'm not sure what to say. Part of me wants to tell him that it's okay but that would be a lie. 
                          
All my life I wanted a child. When I was with Stefan I pushed the idea to the back of my mind because he is a vampire. And having a child was impossible. 
                          
"Maybe there's a way we can reverse the spell.." I suggest, blinking my tears away. 
                          
"Quinn..." he drops his eyes from mine. "I don't think that's going to work."