Survival - Warfare - Chapter 57

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''I guess I have an unhealthy obsession with bad boys who are stone-cold towards others but have a soft spot for me,'' I laughed sarcastically.

''Wake up from your fairytale. The reason your love is so depressing is because you romanticize their manipulative and toxic behavior because you believe in the non-existing goods in them. People say bad boys have a soft spot for their lovers, but it's a lie. It's cliché. They don't have a soft spot for you. The sick truth is they get hard,'' Yuri scoffs at me.

''What- oh,'' I questioned in confusion but halted when I understood her words.

''The bad guys don't want to cuddle you, they want to undress you- it's their lustful nature. Your presence doesn't calm them... it excites their horny dicks. They don't turn soft for you, Sora-shi... you turn their crotch hard- there are no such things as a caring bad boy. If you want bad, then you'll get evil. That's why you're always hurting,'' Yuri smirks at me.

''You're right. Men are shit. They break our hearts and then beg for forgiveness just because they think they deserve it. They want to be the hero... they think... they can get away with all their crimes. They don't like the fact that we females are better than them, so they break us over and over again to weaken us. Using our pain to boost their ego,'' I nodded, glancing at the view of the city.

''They don't deserve us,'' Yuri agreed. I nodded and turned to look at her but was caught off guard when... Yuri suddenly leaned towards me and pressed her lips against mine, causing my heart to jolt in shock. I stood frozen in my place while staring at her with my eyes wide open. Yuri held onto my face and tenderly pulled away from me as I blink at her in extreme confusion. She slowly opens her longing eyes and bit down on her lips. I tried to voice out my words, but I was paralyzed by the lingering touch she left on my lips- Yuri slowly reaches out to hold my hand and glances down at my lips again.

''Fuck those horny bastards,'' Yuri whispers and leans in towards me. She tried to kiss me again, but I quickly pursed my lips and took a step back with my face turned to the side.

''I- uh-'' I stuttered, glancing at her uneasily as Yuri looked at me with a questioning look.

''Hey... it's okay,'' Yuri smiled, attempting to reach out for me, but I gulped and pulled my hands away.

''I'm sorry- it's just that- I'm not into you... I like men,'' I exhaled, apologetically staring at her. Did I give her the wrong impression? I didn't know she was interested in me-

''Sora. Those bastards will keep on hurting you,'' Yuri clenched her fist while I sought to process my feelings.

''I know but-''

''They're not worth it. They don't care about us!'' Yuri snapped, trying to grab my wrist, but I backed away in panic.

''I'm sorry... I appreciate your affection towards me- but- I don't feel the same way towards you. I'm really sorry if I gave you the wrong idea-'' I apologized with a worried expression, so Yuri fired me a disappointed look.

''Why? Is the pain really worth it? You're a flower Sora- why let the greedy bees exploit your pollen? They will exhaust every last bit of your life source and fly off once you wither,'' Yuri argues with her pained eyes.

''Because it's complicated. It isn't only about love... as much as they hurt me... I'm alive because of them. Just because it hurts doesn't mean I should give up. Amidst all the misery and pain... love exists. That's why... it's worth holding on to,'' I explained, sternly staring at her.

''HE WILL SCREW YOU-''

''SO WHAT? SO WHAT IF HE'LL HURT ME?! I LOVE HIM!- AND I CAN'T DENY IT!'' I snapped in disbelief. Yuri glances away in tears, then turns to glare at me with her burning eyes.

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