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Jimin is determined to go talk to his friend Felix about Lee Jr. and Namjoon’s situation.
                          
Since both had to prepare for the same show, they decided to train together and respectively sleep over at Felix' .
                          
Now finally finished and at the younger's house the blond just came out of the bathroom haven taken a very deserved shower.
                          
Towel drying his wet hair and wearing some shorts Chan had recently bought, the smaller makes his way to the living room where Felix is waiting.
                          
"How was the water? Chris had complain about the low pressure." The younger asks standing up from his couch.
                          
Jimin shakes his head one last time to take off the rest of the annoying water from his ears.
                          
"It was amazing Felix, don't worry." The taller sighs and puts a hand to his chest signaling his relief.
                          
The blond laugh trying to maintain his eyes open.
                          
"I'll go take a shower then I'm all sweaty from the whole training." With that Jimin extends his hand, trying to restrict the younger. 
                          
"Uhm can we talk?" Felix blinks a few times, tilting his head.
                          
"Sure Jimin." The taller points at the couch and both males sit down besides each other.
                          
"It might sound strange but before you say anything listen me out, Okay?" The younger nods and makes a gesture seeming that he is closing his mouth with a zipper.
                          
"Your parents gave your little brother the name after Kim Seokjin, right?" The older asks awaiting a signal from the other.
                          
Felix nods again and looks attentive at the blond.
                          
"Truth is, they not only share the same name, they also share the same body." The taller furrows his brows and looks puzzled. 
                          
"I ... I've known you for a long while. Since first year at uni, right? But I only saw Lee Jr. a few times when he was born. It was just to early to see the resemblance." Jimin takes a deep breath and looks at the table standing a few feet from them.
                          
"When I saw him a few days back ... all grown up ... with that black hair, those lips even his laugh ... it's all the same. It's not a mere alikeness, they are the same person." Felix squirms in his seat and opens his mouth to retort but Jimin doesn't let him start his sentence. 
                          
"Let me finish first please." The taller seems a bit annoyed but nods for the older to continue. 
                          
⚠️mention of suicide and blaming of the victim ⚠️
                          
"You know the story. Namjoon found Seokjin hanging from the ceiling and tried suicide too. Seokjin to our misfortune didn't make it but Namjoon did. During his coma, we wrapped a red thread around his pinky and ankle. I don't know if it was because of that or because of fate itself. But what I know is that your brother ... the way he talks, he acts, he is ... destiny gave Namjoon a second chance. Fate let Seokjin's soul come back to life in your brother's body." Felix can stay silent no longer.
                          
"What the hell are you talking about Jimin?" The younger seems a bit upset, angry even. 
                          
"I'm speaking the tru-.." The taller cuts his word abruptly. 
                          
"You let me talk now! Yes, what happend to Kim Seokjin was a true tragedy but don't you even compare my brother to that guy! He was a coward, a fucking child! He didn't measure his actions and let the people who stayed behind with more then a broken heart. He left them guilty for something they cannot change." The older furrows his brows and stands up rapidly. 
                          
"What did you say?" The taller stands up as well and is now face to face to the smaller.
                          
"Exactly what you heard! Seokjin was a coward." Jimin still doesn't know what took over him but with a sudden will to make the younger see reason he slaps him hard on his right cheek.
                          
⚠️end of warning ⚠️
                          
Time stops for a few seconds seeming like an eternity. 
                          
Felix stays like that, face tilted to the left and shocked face.
                          
The blond still has his arms extended, tears roll down his face.
                          
"You don't know what you're talking about! Do you know his story? Hum? DO YOU?" The older shouts, eyes wide open.
                          
Who does he think he is?
                          
"Don't even open your mouth if you don't what you're talking about. I thought you would understand and help me reunited them but seems like you aren't the person I thought you were." Jimin let's his hand fall and turns around.
                          
"I don't have to know his story! What happened? Hum? Did Namjoon say no? Hum? Is he a spoiled brat that heard no for the first time? I know enough. He was rich as hell and studied in the best schools." The smaller, who was making his way to the door turns yet again.
                          
"Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP! You're saying the biggest bullshit of your life! I can't with you Felix! Don't talk before knowing the whole truth, you're being so incredibly unfair and childish yourself!" Jimin takes his jacked and runs to the door turning the doorknob. 
                          
"I'm so done with you Felix ... I hope you learn the truth some day and regret all words that just left your mouth ... but you can forget about our friendship, I will never talk to you again." Just as he opens the door Christopher enters, hand balled to a fist, wanting to knock on the door. 
                          
"I don't need a friend like you either! Comparing my innocent brother with your tainted dead friend!" Jimin makes his way out almost knocking Chan to the ground. 
                          
"Woah! What's wrong with you two?" Christopher looks at his boyfriend for answers.
                          
Felix puts a hand to his right cheek feeling the warmth from the slap eradiating from the bruise.
                          
A single tear rolls down the younger's cheek while he crashes on the sofa and lets all the anger and sorrow leap through his body.
                          
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Question of the day 
                          
What is your honest opinion about Seokjin's suicide?
                          
Hope you liked it my Moonchildren 😊 💜