Chapter 31

                                    

                                          
Tae's pov:
                          
That night we went to bed with smiles plastered on our faces.
                          
Thanit was hugging me tightly while sleeping.
                          
He has been giddy ever since i confronted his parents like that.
                          
The smile was glued on his face the rest of the day.
                          
To be honest, i was actually really nervous when i talked to them.
                          
The fear of getting beaten was there but i somehow managed to keep a straight face and tell them off. 
                          
His presence beside me and the collar played a big role in that. 
                          
It was worth it though.
                          
The satisfaction and happiness in Thanit's voice melted away all the fears and anxiety inside me.
                          
I smiled as i observed his sleeping face. 
                          
He looks so handsome even while asleep. 
                          
His calm expression is beautiful. 
                          
I wonder if we ever have kids, will they look like him?
                          
I put my hand on my stomach.
                          
I can tell he loves kids.
                          
His eyes always shine brightly whenever we go see Ethena and Rin. And even when we play with Lona and Estelle. 
                          
I wonder if he wants to have kids of his own...
                          
Even if does want to, can i get pregnant again?
                          
Is my body strong enough?
                          
My insecurities started bubbling up again.
                          
I shook my head and buried my face in his chest hugging him tightly.
                          
He pulled me flush against him and wrapped his arms around me protectively.
                          
Don't think too much for now...
                          
Don't jump to conclusions without even talking to him...
                          
And there might still be a chance that i might be able to get pregnant...
                          
I bit my lips.
                          
I should get a checkup to see if it's possible. 
                          
I'll have to talk to Thanit about it first. 









                          
I decided to keep that subject until after Estelle and Lona start school. 
                          
We were busy buying things they need so they can start going to school. 
                          
We went to drop them off together on their first day. 
                          
I decided to wear a turtle neck to avoid drawing unwanted attention. 
                          
"Behave ok? No sassy comments to the teachers and staff." Thanit looked at Lona after we stopped infront of her school. 
                          
Estelle and i cuuckled. 
                          
"Yes yes. I'll keep those comments for those who deserve them." Lona grinned and got out of the car rushing inside before any of us could say anything. 
                          
"I have feeling she's going to get into trouble a lot." He sighed as he started driving. 
                          
"She won't pick fights without reason. I'm sure she'll be fine." I smiled. 
                          
"Are you excited to go to school princess?" He looked at Estelle through the rear view mirror. 
                          
"Yup! Estelle can't wait to make new friends and learn more things!" She squealed excitedly.