Renjun opened his eyes as he felt a bright light hitting his eyes he took time adjusting to the light he groaned in pain as he felt a stinging pain in his head
He felt small arms wrapped around his waist pulling him in a koala hug he looked down to see SuyeonIs it a dream ?A delusion ? Hallucination? He saw her die in his hands how the hell is she alive!
"Stop moving around" she mumbled against the soft material of his shirt placing her head on his chest
"S-suyeon?"
"Hmmm?"
"You're alive?" He asked not believing his eyes
She shuffled around squinting her eyes "what the fuck are you talking about?" She asked in sleepy voice
"But babe i just saw you-" his words were cut off by her who pulled him in her embrace "I'm here that's what matters" renjun took a breath of relief as she lightly player with his hair sending shivers along his body smiling he closed his eyes—————————🥀———————-
"Hyung! Hyung!" Sungchan tried waking up renjun for 1000 time this evening
Renjun opened his eyes realizing that it was a dream he hung his head low sighing harshly
"Where's suyeon?" He asked sungchan gave an apologetic look his pupils shifting "renjun hyung" he called lightly "don't answer that" renjun said getting up walking outHis eyes met with the members who were sitting outside with sad faces
As soon as he entered the place everyone looked at him with eyes full off sadness and pain
Renjun rolled his eyes "don't look at me like that" he growled
"Renjun listen-" jaemin tried to call him but he just ignored and grabbed car keys
"Where are you going?" Yangayng asked "you won't tell where she is so I'm going to find her" he said walking towards the door
"Renjun get a hold of yourself" mark stood up holding his arm Which he yanked away"I'm going she needs me" he said sternly
"Hyung don't be like that" chenle looked at him
"I'm sure she is waiting for me while you're just sitting" renjun hurridly grabbed his coat from the coat hanger
"Renjun she's-"
"NO SHE IS ALIVE breathing smiling like she used to or maybe just baking a cake which is eventually gonna burn" renjun stumbled over his wordsJeno walked over to renjun grabbing him by his collar "she is gone renjun face it" jeno spat out
Renjun's words stuck in his throat as he was unable to continue
His eyes watering "y-you're lying...it's just a joke right?" He stuttered
"No RENJUN I AM NOT LYING" jeno pushed him taking a deep breath
"ALL OF YOU ARE JUST LYING ITS ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR USELESS PRANK-"
Hearing renjun lose his mental state jeno raised his fist to land a punch on his jaw making everyone gasp as renjun fell to the ground
"Suyeon she-she can't leave like this" he whispered tears flowing endlessly
"I promised-no she- she promised-" grabbing his hair he let his tears flow painful screams erupted from his throat as he clutched on to his hurting heart"Jeno hit me again" renjun said
"Jeno NO" haechan shouted
But a wave if shock spread through everyone as jeno pulled renjun in a hug
As renjun broke down completely crying"I'm sorry I'm sorry it's my fault I promised you that I'd protect her with my life..i-i promised her i would protect her i-i failed I'm sorry" renjun cried as jeno patted his back
"It's not your fault renjun" jeno said as he was trying not to cry himself
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Shattered ||Huang Renjun
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