Taking over (season 4, ch.1)

                                    

                                          
(Y/n) POV
                          
These past days were horrible. From the whole hero thing I didn't do anything. I was feeling..empty. Like I was falling into a dark hole pit and no one was there to help me up on the surface 
                          
Laying in bed,curled up all I was doing was crying. How pathetic of me, isn't it ? The supposed strongest and the greatest earth bender alive is spending her time alone in room thinking about past that I can't change 
                          
But past never dies. I will never forget those screams or the best memories I had with someone who was so dear to me and now everything is gone. All i have is a small piece of something big 
                          
My neck is completely scarred and I guess my bed is bloody. After so many failed attempts to take the collar down I succeeded but with a price costing my neck look like I got mauled by bear.
                          
Hazard was making my moral support, laying behind me he was hearing my pathetic cries and whimpers i sometimes made. 
                          
Hearing another knocks on my door I didn't respond. It was starting to be daily interruption since I am probably making my friend worry. 
                          
It was Scorpia, she would always come knock on my door and talk to me even tho she didn't know if I was listening to her. She would come 2 or 3 times a day.
                          
Never answering i ignored the knocking and listened in a bit
                          
Entrapta was gone and it made me feel even worse. What am I for a person that can't save a friend from someone as pathetic as Horde soldiers 
                          
My seismic sense ? I didn't use it for a longer time than I use to. I could guess the person by their footsteps and voice, why bother turning on earth bending 
                          
Catra ? I didn't want to see her. Not after what she did. It hurt me physically and mentally. I can't forgive her that easily for something like this. That crossed every line 
                          
Hearing another knocking I assumed it was Scorpia. The knocks continued and I was getting annoyed. Hazard was annoyed too and left by using the vents. What a chicken
                          
Another knocking. I swear to god if I hear it one more time- 
                          
"Scorpia go away" I spoke after days of my silence. My voice was a bit raspy from not speaking and not bitching anyone for a longer amount of time 
                          
I heard the noise of my door opening which was weird because I know that I locked my door to make sure no one comes to pity me or something. That was the last thing I needed
                          
Assuming someone broke in I still didn't move. If someone came to kill me then they better do it fast and right now. 
                          
"How long do you plan to be locked in here" 
                          
Catra. The last person I would see, no way I would lay it off from her. What she crumbled she will eat. No mercy for her, not until she pulls out the stick up her ass
                          
Furrowing my eyebrows I kept silent not accepting to talk with her
                          
"Come on, get out of the bed. I won't let you spend eternity laying here" she said joking probably. How can she joke at times like this ?? I sacrificed my best friends soul who I haven't seen in years ! I can spend as many eternities as I want on this bed !
                          
Keeping my silence and curling up even more, Catra was starting to feel annoyed. She started to pull on my blanket and I started holding on it. We both started pulling harder, me being the wiser I let go off the b,anklet and let that bitch fall on her butt.
                          
Hearing her groan I smiles satisfyingly and giggled lowly under my breath but quickly plastered on my poker face like nothing happened. 
                          
"Alright that's enough" she said through gritted teeth "what's wrong with you ?!" Exclaiming she put her hands on my shoulder and waist because I was laying side ways. Shrugging her hands off i slapped her with my tail slightly.