𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟞𝟚

                                    

                                          
-나는 그들의 것, 그들의 내 꺼야-
                          
-present-
                          
"we ended up killing everyone in the town..." i looked down at my hands
                          
"do you... do you ever wish you would have died then and not have to go through any of this?" his words were muttered. i knew what he would choose
                          
human life over a life of eternal misery
                          
but i also knew that areum changes everything for him, just like it does for me and for the others
                          
"you know what my answer is, if we had never turned, we would have never met areum. we wouldn't have her here" i responded to him
                          
our voices were low and tired
                          
we had spent hours talking to each other and it was morning. the sun was rising, the dark sky turned into beautiful oranges and purples
                          
"she would have died in that ditch if we didn't find her" he mumbled to me
                          
"yeah" i looked down at my hands
                          
"do you... do you ever wonder why he did it?" i looked up at his sad face, "no. i don't care why he did it" he started, "all i know is that he's fucking evil, and he destroyed our old lives without giving a shit. i don't care why" he continued. he had a permanent scowl on his face, the same one he had when he was human
                          
he never changes
                          
-wonwoo's pov-
                          
he completely destroyed our old lives. i was fond of that life. it was normal, we had friends, we weren't monsters, we knew people and we had normal relationships with them, but he disintegrated it
                          
he turned us into monsters
                          
and after that we killed anyone that crossed out paths with the power, we gained from him
                          
we became bloodthirsty monsters that had no remorse for human life. the amount of guilt we feel for the innocent people that we killed is indescribable 
                          
at the time we were fine to die; it would have been easier to die, but he didn't let us (a/n i just got flashbacks to 0x1=love song lol)
                          
"he killed any chances of us having normal lives" i muttered with bitterness and hate laced into my voice
                          
the sun started passing through the thin curtains, hitting our faces 
                          
the morning sun has always amazed me
                          
even when i was human, it always took my breath away
                          
i turned my head to the window
                          
back when i was a boy, soonyoung's sister and i always woke up an hour before the sun rose and we watched the morning sun, we watched the next day begin. we did that every day when we were young 
                          
now every time i see the sunrise, i always think of her
                          
...and every time i look at areum... i think of her...
                          
they're almost identical in so many different ways
                          
i miss her. i miss you, yeji 
                          
(a/n i could not find any other kpop idol that looked like hoshi, but i think they don't look too different. also, i don't ship wonwoo and yeji in real life, it's just for the story and imagine that yeji is older than them. i was originally going to use seulgi but then i realized that she's already in the story so i had to change this part)
                          
"wonwoo..." mingyu spoke out after a long silence filling our ears
                          
"hm" i hummed
                          
"what are we?" he muttered to me, but he could tear his hands away