The talk...

                                    

                                          
RECAP: "Hey I'm staying the night with you, I have a feeling you and I need to catch up on a lot of things..."
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Once everybody had successfully left, Spencer took the chair next to you, he stared at you with a sincere look in his eyes, you, having just gotten out of a coma, you were a little out of it to say the least, you look up at him, exhaustion on your face, he places his hand on yours, 
                          
"Hey, you okay? You look a bit tired, we can always continue this conversation tomorrow, I'm not going anywhere..."
                          
You wanted him to just cuddle next to you, but he had a girlfriend, and you knew boundaries and you didn't want to cross them,
                          
"Uhm, no no I'm okay, we can talk. So uhm, how'd you meet her?"
                          
"Oh Max, well uhm, it's actually a funny story, I was at a..."
                          
As soon as his story started you blanked out, just staring deep into his eyes, smiling like an idiot and nodding at whatever it was he was saying, you didn't realize it, but you missed him, as soon as his story started winding down, a very certain sentence pulled you out of the trance you were in...
                          
"She a great person but she's not you..."
                          
Finally you had realized what he said, you were speechless,
                          
"you're my girlfriend, I didn't take her out, we had just gotten some coffee, I know she made it seem like we had something, but I literally just met her the other day..."
                          
You're my girlfriend? Really? 
                          
"Spencer than why did you make it seem like we weren't dating anymore you looked at me and said ' we used to date' "
                          
"I'm sorry, it's just, I was in shock, I looked up and there you were, conscious and more beautiful than ever and I had no words, and then I realized Max was right behind me. Garcia didn't tell me that you had woken up she just said to come to your hospital."
                          
"I guess that makes sense..." you get lost into your thoughts yet again, but he grabs your hand and places a gentle kiss onto it, he looks up at you through his eyelashes.
                          
"Y/N I meant it when I said your my girlfriend, I still love you and haven't stopped loving you since the day I met you, you complete me. I was in so much pain the day you had to go through surgery, and then finding out that there was that possibility you weren't going to wake up. y/n I took months of therapy, I tried finding ways to cope, I was in agony without you, please don't ever leave me like that ever again..."
                          
He gently lets go of your hand and throws his arms around you, you hug him back, taking some time to take in everything he had just expressed, you love this man and he loves you too, there was nothing holding you back besides yourselves, you let go of him and move over in your bed to give him some room to lay in, he moves in close to you and you lay your head on his chest while he places his arm around you.


                          
This... 
this is what you want, 
this is what you missed, 
you were deprived of... 
him, 
his touch, 
his soft tone of voice, 
his warmth,
his smell, 
his presence, 
Everything about him made you appreciate him even more, 
He was your person,
                          
You look up at him, and place a kiss under his chin, and whisper your final I love you before drifting off to sleep...
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In the morning, you slowly open your eyes and realize he was no longer sleeping peacefully next to you, you decide to get up and stretch your legs, you call on a nurse and ask when you'd be able to leave, she had said a couple hours from now since you had miraculously recovered pretty well and pretty fast, your wounds no longer hurt, thank god you were unconscious for that, so she allowed you to shower, before stepping into the shower you look for you phone and send a quick message to Garcia telling her to bring some clothes when she comes.