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Ugh.
                          
I'm so bored.
                          
I can't even stare at Y/N and watch her nervously mess with her colored pens.
                          
Letting out a deep sigh as the professor at the front of the room drones on with the lecture Jimin stares at the empty space directly in front of him, his lips pushing down into a pout.
                          
I'm happy she's at home...but I miss her...
                          
Maybe I should check on her.
                          
...I should check on her.
                          
Grabbing his bag and slipping out of class before the professor notices Jimin quietly sneaks down the empty hallways, his body finally stopping beside a janitors closet slightly far away from the classroom.
                          
Cant risk getting caught.
                          
Hopefully she answers my call, It took me three hours trying to teach her how to answer a FaceTime call.
                          
Pulling his phone out of his back pocket and sliding down the wall until he's sitting on the floor Jimin pushes the call button on his phone, his lips pushing into a gentle smile when he sees Y/N's face pop up on his screen.
                          
"Well theres my beautiful Baby Mama."
                          
"H-Hi Jimin.."
                          
"Were you sleeping?"
                          
"Mhm...I just woke up..."
                          
Grinning at the sleepy girl staring at him through the screen Jimin relaxes his back against the wall, his heart warming at the very sound of Y/N's voice.
                          
"I missed you."
                          
"O-Oh...but you've only been gone three hours?"
                          
"I missed you from the second I left."
                          
"Jimin!...I-I missed you too...."
                          
"You did? How much?"
                          
"S-Stop...you're making me blush.."
                          
Chuckling at Y/N's now completely red face Jimin looks up at the clock, another soft sigh escaping his lips into the echoey hallway.
                          
"You actually answered my call, I'm shocked."
                          
"I know! I remembered to push the green button this time and make sure the camera was on!"
                          
"You did a good job. Although this is torture, I wish I was laying there with you."
                          
"Mmm...I wish you were too..."
                          
"I'll be home...after my appointment...it's so boring without you being here it feels like this day is going a thousand hours. I'm probably going to stop at the store before I get home though so I can-"
                          
"Ah! Jimin-ssi!"
                          
Shit!
                          
Clicking the end button as fast as he can on his phone and flying up into a standing position Jimin's face immediately falls into a deep scowl at the tall lanky boy walking up to him with a cheeky grin on his face and his hand waving at the male.
                          
What is that car antenna doing here.
                          
"I didn't see you in class so I came looking for you! I um...I wanted to ask you a question actually!"
                          
What the hell.
                          
I don't know why he's acting so friendly with me but I don't like it.
                          
Rolling his eyes at the boy and crossing his arms in front of his chest Jimin slightly lifts his head up to make eye contact with Shuka, his expression the exact opposite of the cheery boy in front of him.
                          
"So...you're really popular...as I've heard...f-from people..."
                          
"Depends on what you think is popular. What's your question I'm busy as you couldn't tell."
                          
"A-Ah! Y-You're r-right! I apologize for interrupting you...but uh...I wanted to get your advice on something..."
                          
"Hurry up then."
                          
"U-Um...how do you ask out a girl?"
                          
Freezing in his spot and widening his eyes at the boy Jimin quickly returns back to his stoic gaze, his throat becoming tight and his palms immediately coating in a thin film of sweat.
                          
"Uh...what uh...what girl are you asking out?"
                          
Don't say it.
                          
Don't say it.
                          
Don't say it.
                          
"Well...I work with this really cute girl named Y/N at the coffee shop...it's been a couple days since I saw her...but I help her get to class everyday so I don't ever get an opportunity to ask anyone for advice! I've never really asked a girl out before...so I figured you might be able to help me..."
                          
No way...
                          
Gritting his teeth as tightly as they will possibly go Jimin shoves his hands into the pockets of his sweatpants, his body turning away from the boy unable to control the expression on his face.
                          
"Tch. What if she doesn't like you? Maybe she's out of your league have you ever thought of that?"
                          
"She is...she definitely is...that's why I came to you...I was hoping maybe someone really popular and good looking like you could help me..."
                          
Damnit...this is what I was afraid of!
                          
...He wants to ask her out...
                          
Shaking his head and throwing his backpack over his shoulders Jimin closes his eyes and sighs, his voice lacing with venom when he lashes out at the slender male now behind him.
                          
"I don't know just ask her out or something but I'm not a damn dating blog so ask someone else."
                          
Before the male can respond Jimin quickly pushes into the crowd of students now making their way down the hallway, his entire throat tightened up and tears threatening to spill from his eyes.
                          
That stupid shoestring wants to ask Y/N out!
                          
I knew it!
                          
I knew he would want to ask her out!
                          
He's nice to everyone and carries her fucking backpack for her up the stairs!
                          
I would be doing that.
                          
I would be doing all of that if it wasn't for those bitches I slept with!
                          
I'm so sick of my past still keeping me from doing what I want!
                          
What if...what if she says yes to him...
                          
Tugging his sunglasses out of his pocket to hide his glassy eyes Jimin exits the crowd of students once down the stairs and shoves his body outside into the chilly afternoon air, his hand quickly wiping away a stray tear that litters down his cheek.
                          
Damnit.
                          
Damnit damnit damnit.
                          
I can't handle this.
                          
I'm going home.
                          
Now all I can do...is hope that she continues to want to be with me...this isn't how I thought things would go...
                          
This isn't how I thought things would go at all.
                          
(A/N): Oooooooo 👀👀👀