Enough for you (songfic)

                                    

                                          
This songfic is based on the song Enough for You by Olivia Rodrigo! 
This chapter is gonna be a bit sadder, it kind of starts out as a breakup, and kinda just goes from there... 
(Starting on the second verse; with the songs and coffee)
And I knew how you took your coffee, and your favourite songs by heart. I read all of your self help books so you'd think that I was smart. 
"You like him, don't you? I've seen it. The way you look at him. How you used to look at me." 
"Don't be stupid, you don't know what you're talking about!" 
"I'm not an idiot! I swear, you act like you don't even like me!" 
"Well... Maybe I don't!" Mumbo covered his mouth, wishing immediately he could take back what he said. 
"Well then, if that's how it is. Maybe we shouldn't be together anymore." Grian sighed, storming away. He tried to wipe the tears from his face, but they just kept coming.  
Stupid emotional obsessive little me... I knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave...
Grian knew the way Mumbo looked at Iskall was exactly the way he looked at him when they first started dating. 
Mumbo was in love. 
Now he knew Mumbo was going to go after Iskall, especially since they were done. 
You found someone more exciting, the next second you were gone. And you left me there crying wondering what I did wrong. You always say I'm never satisfied, but I don't think that's true. Cause all I ever wanted was to be enough for. All I ever wanted was to be enough for you. 
Grian flew home as fast as he could, not looking back for even a second. He already missed Mumbo, but knew he couldn't get him back anymore. 
The tears just wouldn't stop now. He was home, lying in his bed, just wishing he had the man he loved most back. 
It almost seemed to Grian as though Mumbo had died. He was so upset, sort of like a loss of someone, that it was like Mumbo had passed away. Should Grian should a funeral for their love? 
And maybe I'm just not as interesting as the girls you had before. But God you couldn't have cared less about someone who loved you more. 
Grian always wished he could be like the people Mumbo had talked about. Not people Mumbo was ever with, but people he knew well or was good friends with. Those kinds of people. 
I wish I could say you only broke my heart but you broke much more than that. Now I don't want your sympathy, I just want myself back! 
Grian pulled out his phone and went to his messages. 
Mumbo had sent him dozens of texts and called 8 times. 
"Grian, please, I'm so sorry!" 
"I didn't mean it I swear!" 
"Please come back!" 
Grian read through more and more messages quite similar, but never once did he say he loved him nor denied he liked Iskall. 
He didn't respond to the messages. But he did go to message Iskall. 
Grian: Uh... Hey Iskall
Iskall: oh hey Grian, what's up? Not with Mumbo? 
G: uh... No... Actually we broke up... 
I: oh dude I'm so sorry... I had no idea. You alright? 
G: I wish. I mean, I broke it off with him, but he said and did stupid things, he should've seen it coming! But I can't get over him. I know we just broke up, but I wish we hadn't. He's so complicated though! Its impossible to date someone who's constantly falling for other people!