Forty-six

                                    

                                          
Justin POV
                          
I woke up on the floor of the tour bus to be greet by Allison and scooter, they informed me that everyone had gone back to their busses.
Everyone was awake as it was 9 am and we should be in Denver, Colorado. 
                          
Lauren said that wed arrive at the hotel in 10 minutes but I still haven't seen or heard of thiago and mae. "Jaden" I called out, hoping for a response.
                          
"Yeah? What's up bro?" He replied coming out of his room.
                          
"Where's Mae?"
                          
"Thiago drove her to the airport this morning." My heart stopped. If I recall correctly, she texted me last night after my show 'maybe we should call off the wedding' but I didn't think she was being for real.
                          
I wasted no time, unlocking my phone to text her.
                          
Babe you seriously went back home?
                          
Please tell me what's wrong
                          
What did I do?
                          
It's not you Justin, it's the lifestyle you have. 
                          
What?
                          
I can't be with you anymore. Haileys around and you've been distant anyways. I think this is better for us.
                          
We both know that this isn't what we want
                          
You don't know what I want
                          
But I know what I want. I just want you to be happy and if this is what will make you happy than So be it. Just know that I'll never stop fighting for us. I love you Mae. You were the first one I ever really loved.
                          
I can say the same to you jay. I love you so much and I hope tour goes well. 
                          
I don't want to lose you.
                          
It's for the best
                          
When will I see you again?
                          
I don't know, but until then, this is it.
                          
I can't let you go that easily..
                          
You think this isn't hard for me? Because it is. I'll never forget you, I couldn't if I tried. I hope you find the right one, the one that makes you happy, the one that's not me.
                          
Nobody can make me feel like you do but like I said before, if you are going to be happy than it's worth me going crazy, alone on this tour bus. 
                          
I love you 
                          
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