Dad's letter

                                    

                                          
Wanda POV 
After I shut my door I went back into the common area only to find Nat sit there alone looking like she is lost in her thoughts. „Hey. You good?" I asked sitting down on the couch next to her. She just nod not giving me an answer. „I should have stopped him. She probably hates me." I shook my head no grabbing her hand in mine. „She doesn't hate you. She couldn't even if she wanted to believe me. You did everything you could don't blame yourself. She is just going through a lot and it seems like she isn't getting a break from anything." 
„Yeah you're probably right. But still. She just looks like she is drowning. I hate to see her like this. I feel like I can't help her." tears formed in her eyes while she was talking. I know exactly what she means. I fell the same way every time I look at her. 
„You're already helping if you will be by her side. She's a fighter. We will get the old Y/n back." she chuckled dry. „No offense Wands. I am actually doubting that she will be the old Y/n again. I mean the trauma will haunt her forever just like my trauma dose and yours too... what is she doing by the way?" she asked pointing into the direction of where I came from. „I put her to sleep. We talked a bit and she fell asleep while I hugged her. She is so exhausted I can see it in her face." Nat let out a sight rubbing her temple. „How has it been with you? I can see it that you are having a tuff time too." she stoked my hand in comfort. „It was hard in the safe house I am not gonna lie. We had a lot of fights. She was pushing me away constantly. But I told her that I will push further and I won't let go of her, that I love her and I will be there no matter what. She gave in but I still feel like she is isolating herself from me." Nat's eyes widen as I explained her everything. 
„Hold up... you finally said that you love her? Did I hear it right? H-how did she react?" My thoughts went back to the night I approached her in her room. When we screamed at each other and ended up fucking the life out of ourselves. „Wanda Why Are you blushing?" my attention went back to her as she was eying me. „Ehh-...well I told her as it bursted it of me because we were arguing about a lot of things. She didn't say it back. But we kinda landed in her bed afterwords." Nat gasped playfully. „Oh my. Don't be shy give me details. Was it Good? Of course it was why do I even ask or else you wouldn't blush like this. You're face is  almost as red as you're hair color." I punched her arm at those comments. 
„I won't tell you about our sex life Nat." she scoffed at me. „Well Good for you. But I will find out eventually, I mean Y/n is my best friend after all and we used to talk a lot about the spicy things." I raised my brows at her. „God for an ex spy you act like a teen from time to time." she laughed lightly. „Don't judge me Wands. I didn't really had the best teenage time. So let me be a teen from time to time." her eyes lit up for a moment as we were happy talking about the good things. „Did she say it back to you now? Or is she still denying it? Because we both know she is fucking stubborn." I chuckled at her statement. 
„She actually did say it once. Just a couple minutes ago. She was so sleepy that she didn't realize it." 
„That doesn't count for her. But she will say it eventually. You guys are made for each other. It just takes time because she need to heal, and if she jumps head first into a fresh relationship she won't have the time to heal." 
                          
„Wanda?" my head went into the direction of the male voice. „Bruce hey. Is everything okay?" he nod coming a bit closer to me and Nat. „How is Y/n doing so far? I couldn't check on her." 
„Well she is asleep now she is still pretty exhausted. I think she will come to you as soon as she is awake. Is there anything else you want to know?" I asked him and he nod yes. „Well yeah. Actually did she use her powers when you where back at the safe house. Or did she tell you anything? Just out of curiosity." 
I shook my head no „i don't know if she used any of her abilities and she also didn't tell me anything so far." He nod comprehensible. „I will let you to it then. I have some stuff to do in the lab if you need anything just call for me." „thanks Bruce we will." Nat answered for me and he turned away to leave.