9 . nine

                                    

                                          
Hyunjin drove all the way to the beach. He parked his car and got out from the car and automatically felt the warm air. His hair was blown by the wind. 
                          
He closed his eyes as he took a breath of fresh air.
                          
He sat on the sand. And sighed.
                          
Hyunjin pov
                          
I don't think I can do it anymore.. 
                          
Mom and dad keep arguing with each other. Not even thinking about me. How can't we just- be like other happy family? 
                          
Care about each other. Not arguing. Spend time as family. Love each other...
                          
"Can you guys just stop with that work for a while? Why can't you guys give me the love I want?"
                          
I asked as I ran my finger through the sand. Somebody can tell me why? 
                          
A tear started to fall on the sand. My lips trembled uttering the words I swear that no one can answer my questions. 
                          
"Why do the maids always take care of me? Why don't you guys take care of me yourselves? I like the food that maid cooked but.. I want to eat my own mother's cooking"
                          
"I wanna wash the car together with my dad.. Playing with water and soap. Sounds childish but I've never ever been able to do it"
                          
More of the tears fell down on the sand.
                          
"Is.. Is money more important than their own son?"
                          
I asked the last question before continue to sob. I don't care if someone recognize me or not. But I feel too much hurting inside of my heart. It's hurt as fuck. 
                          
I also heard clicking sounds. 
                          
Maybe some of them recognized me and took some picture and videos of me crying like an ugly bish. So I stood up and ran to the car. 
                          
I got in the car and drove as fast as I could..
                          
To Felix's house. 
                          
•-•
                          
I arrived at Felix's home and shockingly didn't die in an accident with the speed I used. 
                          
I rubbed my teary eyes before knocking on the door. 
                          
I heard the door unlocked sounds and someone opened it. Revealing.. his dad. 
                          
He saw me then he stared at me. 
                          
Automatically, I scratched the back of my neck as I sniffed. The effect of crying is still there. I looked down at my feet. 
                          
"Oh what's wrong son? You cried or you've catch a cold?" the strict expression changed into the soft one almost immediately. He sounds so worried.. I guess? 
                          
I don't know what to say then I just shook my head. He dragged me to the living room where Felix and his mom were. Watching the television. 
                          
"Oh Hyunjin?" Felix asked when he saw me with his dad walking to them. 
                          
I wanna be a gentleman in front of his eyes then I controlled the sniffles sounds. 
                          
Which is totally failed.. 
                          
"Hyunnie.. You cried eah? Your eyes are so red and puffy!" he asked. 
                          
"I'm not. I just so sleepy and that's why. I yawned many times today" I lied and sat down beside him. Yawning to make the lying session became more logical. 
                          
Felix just nodded and opened his phone. His dad was on the other sofa and his mom, on the other side of Felix. Both of his parents were watching the movie. 
                          
Am I really allowed to join them? It felt weird yet comforting. 
                          
"Hyunjin.. Are you sure you're just sleepy and you were not crying before you came here?" Felix asked making me gulped. 
                          
I looked at his phone screen and saw the video of me, crying at the beach. 
                          
Their captions are
                          
We saw Hyunjin Hwang cried in front of the beach. Is he having problems? 
                          
The son of the richest businessman in Korea found crying alone on the sa-
                          
I stopped reading at it when Felix moved his phone away. News spread quickly. Why did they care actually? Even my parents don't care bout me heh. 
                          
"You know Hyun.. Can you tell me what happened? If you're not comfortable to tell your story in front of my parents, we can go to my room instead"
                          
I stopped him from getting up. His leg need rest tho, that's why. Just wasting time to go to his room. 
                          
"I would like.. to talk about it with your parents also"
                          
I saw him smiling softly and then he nodded, sitting back down on the sofa. Mr. and Mrs.Lee turned their head on me.
                          
"You sure you wanna tell us too?" his mom asked. I think.. I need someone to tell my story. Minho hyung? He knew everything bout me but not about my family. So.. I nodded. 
                          
"Sure, go ahead son" Mr.Lee said. 
                          
I took a deep breath.
                          
"I.. grew up in a rather big house. Me, my father, mother and some maids live there. But, mom and dad are always busy with work. Every time I want to play with them, they always say 'go play with the toys we bought for you'. I don't want to be a rebellious child. So, I played with my toys alone. In the room.."
                          
"Until now, they are still so busy with their work that they ignore me, their own son. Every day when I was in the room, they always quarreled about money. They throw that and this. Accuse. I have never had the love of a mother and father. I want a happy family like other families. Who knows? Son of the owner of the richest company, not happy with the money they have?"
                          
"This morning, I heard them arguing again. The reason of them arguing is still the same. About money. So.. I just went to the beach and wanted to clear my mind but came out crying like my problem would solve if I'm crying in front of everyone there. So I decided to came here. Where I think like heaven for me"
                          
Surrounded by the comforting people. 
                          
How can I thanked them for being here with me? 
                          
Felix just hugged me and I could feel his tears wetting my shirt. 
                          
☜☆☞
                          
YOW WHY DID IT BECAME A MESS WHEN I PUT THE ANGST?
                          
AM I SUPPOSED TO JUST MAKE THIS BOOK ALWAYS HAPPY WITHOUT THE ANGST SCENE?