【14】

                                    

                                          
Jimin's mother's words played in your head Jimin wasn't home it was the weekend. Graduation was just a day away you had gotten accepted to a good university so everything was going well. Ms. Lee was with you she had gone with you to help you buy your graduation dress it was pretty. "Give me a turn" you hold her hand and you turn around she took some pictures. "I can't believe you've grown so much your uncle would be so proud." She hugs with all her strength.
                          
"When is Jimin coming back" you check your phone "He'll come by later. Ms. Lee have you fallen in love?" she sits down "I don't have the time for love" you change into your regular clothes. "Ms. Lee you should go out there and find your other half I feel like you wasted your time in raising me that you didn't get to meet no one." She hugs you "I'll find someone soon don't worry about me."
                          
You waited for Jimin to come you decided to confront him. To ask him if what his mom said was right and if he was involved in any of the student cases that occurred. He comes in and sees you sitting at the table he takes it as a hint and takes a seat across from you. "Jimin can I ask you something?" He was hesitant but nods saying yes.
                          
"It was you wasn't it?" He looks at you confused you got straight to the point without any background of what you were talking about. "The people found dead who were close to me and you. It was you wasn't it." He smirks sending chills through your body he leans in "I don't know you tell me Y/n." 
                          
"It's me just tell me" he sits back and points towards the microwave, "You think I don't know you're recording" he stands up making you flinch he chuckles but he grabs the camera and destroys it. He walks over to you he leans in with one hand lifting your chin for you to look at him "What other questions do you have love." You look away but he holds you in place "Are you like your father?" He nods "Yes in some ways I am why. Also, I only got rid of the ones who were a problem?"
                          
"Were you really just with me so you can have a child the same as you." He tilts his head "Maybe maybe not" you remove his hand from you "You're insane" he stands up "Maybe I am." You felt nauseous and quickly push him aside and head to the bathroom. 
                          
"Are you okay?" He asks worried knocking on the door you fix yourself and hesitate in opening the door. Your hand on the doorknob you were about to open it until it gets silent "I'll leave okay" he lastly says and leaves. You come out and kneel unable to process what just happened would it be bad to love him. Your sadness consumed you and started letting your tears out. 
                          
On the other hand, Jimin got in his car and drove nonstop to wherever the roads led him he never came back. "Y/n we're both alike and I do really love you" he lastly said and shakes his head to not turn around and come back. You waited expecting him to come but he never did after graduation you gave him time if he were to come but no answer. He didn't answer your calls he never opened your texts Ms. Lee helped you as well in trying to find him. You reported him missing but nothing he wasn't traceable as if he disappeared from the whole world that no one can find him.
                          
You went to his place he wasn't there you asked at the lobby about him they had said he had checked out. You stare at your ring "You promised you wouldn't leave you just had to give me time to process who you are I still would've been with you whether if you were or not the same as your father." You arrive at your place summer break was ahead you had graduated but not alongside Jimin. 
                          
This time again you were left alone with no one at all the people you sincerely loved were always gone. Everything you loved was gone so you decided not to love again to just focus on your studies. You went to the university freshman assembly and checked out the school. You just proceeded on with your life.
                          
Eventually, three years pass he never came back. He literally just went missing you made new friends at your university so you wouldn't be alone and need to depend on someone. You were now about to go into your senior year of university. There was still a week left of summer break so you spend most of your time hanging out with friends. Going on trips, clubs, watch movies making new memories you went to all to get rid of the pain and forget him.
                          
"Y/n" you come back from daydreaming you were at a coffee place with a few people "So are you free to go out with Yoongi" your friends cheer "No I can't. I'm busy and he doesn't do relationships." He comes in and takes a seat next to you. "Stop bothering her she still has someone in mind" he points at your ring. You met Yoongi in one of your classes he was nice but you ended up learning he's a playboy having things here and there.
                          
Overall your friendship blossomed between you and him to a point where he confessed that he liked you during sophomore year of university and he was willing to change for you. He kind of knew of what you had gone through and how your last relationship didn't end well so he didn't force you into you accepting him he was fine just being at your side trying to uplift the mood when you were sad.
                          
"Well it's late she has to go home we'll see you tomorrow in class" he grabs your belongings and grabs your hand you wave and leave. "You still miss him?" You look down "I do I'm sorry Yoongi I just can't accept you." He nods you arrive at your place Ms. Lee's door opens "Y/n you're here" her son Seojun comes running towards you. You pick him up and he hugs you he was three years old you watched him grow up. Ms. Lee got married 3 years ago she met the one and now she has a family. She met Yoongi through you and never mentioned Jimin so you can move on she was quite upset he left without a say but that was between you and him.
                          
"Hey, there little guy," Yoongi says while they both do their secret handshake you smile finding it cute. Ms. Lee comes out "Seojun come here you're supposed to be asleep leave them alone." You bring him down but he quickly hugs Yoongi. "Ugh this kid," she says you all laugh eventually Seojun got taken by Ms. Lee while Yoongi came in.