Mine for real

                                    

                                          
MIN'S POV
                          
I can't believe we were not given any time to get ready for the trip. We were informed yesterday that we're leaving for New York tomorrow morning and some of us haven't been able to get back from our hometown for the holidays. (We were supposed to leave a week afterthe break). Laureen said she'll be back this afternoon. I sure do hope to see her before I leave. I have to ask her again, hopefully I'll get the answer that I've been longing to hear for the longest time now. Time is dragging so slow as I waited for her at the cafe. 2 hours after she said she'll arrive and still no traces of her. I couldn't call or message her because she's driving. I was about to head out when I saw her parked her car across the street. She looked so good as she smiled and waved at me. 
                          
"Hi babe. Sorry to keep you waiting." She said as I hugged her and placed a kiss on her lips.
                          
"It's okay. You good?" I asked placing my hand at the small of her back.
                          
"Yeah, I was not in the mood for driving as I was having again my cramps." she said pouting.
                          
"Why didn't you let Felicity drive you here?"
                          
"She's driving her own car."
                          
"I had to do multiple stop overs because they hurt so much."
                          
"Aaawww... my poor baby.. what do you want to eat?"
                          
"Anything with lots of cheese." she answered her eyes sparkling.
                          
I just smiled. How can she turn from someone overflowing with gorgeousness to the now oh so adorable and cuddly baby Bun? I mean, it's just too much..I will surely miss her. I already missed her so much during the break that was just like 1 week and 2 days of not seeing her or being with her, how will I survive the whole month?
                          
"I missed you Bun." I said as I kissed her forehead after I returned from the counter.
                          
"I missed you too, this much." she said as she opened her arms wide.
                          
"That much huh?" I teased poking her side.
                          
"Hey, stob it!" she giggled.
                          
I just couldn't get enough of her. We've been like this for over a year now, and we've only grown closer by the day. I know I can't afford to lose her, I can even see my future with her. I know I had to tell her this now or I might miss the chance. 
                          
After we ate, she decided to sleep over at my place to help me pack and so that we can spend the night before I leave tomorrow. We finished packing up my stuff and she's now inside the bathroom, doing her nightly routine. I guess there'll be no goodbye make out tonight since she's on her period. She stepped out of the bathroom and I immediately went in. I'm already so sleepy since its past 12 midnight already. I know she is too, she might even be more tired than me having driven for more than 5 hours and having that cramps... poor baby... 
So I hurriedly finished my routine but to my surprise she was still up, was leaning on the headboard fidgeting. 
                          
"Hey Bun, aren't you sleepy yet?" I asked as I went over to her side.
                          
"I am, but I want to cuddle." she said her eyes glassy.
                          
"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked as I lifted her chin to face me.
                          
"It's just that... " she paused tears now rolling down her face.
                          
"Your hormones must be taking over your emotions right now Bun, breathe.." I said caressing her back letting her head lean on my shoulder.
                          
"I'll miss you Min..I'd be terrible dealing with life without you." she said sobbing.
                          
"Oh Bun, if only there's a way for me not to go, you know I would do it in a heart beat." I said wiping her tears. "Hey, I'll be back before you know it okay? In the mean time, I have something to ask you Bun."
                          
She looked up to me sniffling. "What is it babe?"
                          
I held her hand as I turn to face her. "You know I love you so much right?" she nodded. "I was thinking how I can't live without you by my side. How I always want you near me. It's been a while now that I have known that you outweigh all my fears and issues in commitment and relationships. You mean more to me than I could ever imagine." I paused and look at her intently, she was also looking at me, still sniffling from her sobs. "I know you're afraid, but please, give me this chance to prove that I can make a difference. WE can make a difference and WE can make it together." She looked at me with eyes glistening with tears. 
                          
"Babe.." She said. 
                          
"No, listen to me first.." I interrupted her. "What I'm saying is that.. will you be mine Laureen Veronique Meridah Magnolia?"
                          
She looked at me intently and said, "Babe.." By now I'm expecting her to say no. I'm expecting her to reject my proposal. I was going to tell her that it's okay if she would say no, but she opened her mouth and said, "I'm all yours babe...always have..." 
                          
"Does that mean?"
                          
"Yes."
                          
"You're mine?"
                          
"Yes."
                          
I was speechless for a while as tears slid down my cheeks.
                          
"Why are you crying babe?" she asked as she cupped my face.
                          
"God, I'm the happiest man right now Bun. I love you so very much." I said as I collided our mouths giving her a kiss full of love and all there is I could give.
                          
"I love you too, babe." she whispered. 
                          
"I don't think I can sleep right now, I'm just sooo happy."
                          
"Yah! Go to sleep, you still have an early flight tomorrow."
                          
"You'll drop me at the airport right?"
                          
"Of course babe. Wouldn't miss it for the world. Now, let's go to sleep. Am shooo tired." She yawned.
                          
We lay on the bed and as I placed my arm around her, she looked at me and smiled, "I love you Min Yoongi." I took her lips once again. 
                          
"I love you more Bun. Good night love."