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"you're not gonna die, you're not gonna die, you're not gonna die." i tried to convince myself as i paced back and forth in my bathroom.
bitch we're gonna die😩.
today is finally thursday and i'm just honestly ready for this day to come and go, i finally told the boys about the whole thing and it felt good to know that i wasn't hiding nothing from them anymore. of course they were upset at the fact that i wasn't trying to tell them but in the end they just wanted to make sure i was okay .
"you okay?" i heard my sister kayla voice on the other side of my bathroom door .
"hu- oh yeah." i told her coming out the bathroom .
"why was you saying, you're not gonna die?" she asked me sitting down on my bed .
"that wasn't me, i was listening to a video." i lied sitting down next to her .
i lie to much💀.
"ohhh." she said nodding her head .
"where is kairi?" i asked her cause i swear when ever i'm home she's never here .
"i don't know." she shrugged and i nodded in response.
i'll check her location.
"well kayla i'm finna go...i love you sister." i sighed hugging her tight hoping this wouldn't be the last hug i give her .
"i love you too." she said barely breathing because of the way i was hugging her .
"oop my bad." i laughed letting her go .
i walked out my room going into my mothers room when i peeked my head in there she was knocked out sleep. recently my mom depression hasn't been as bad which is definitely a good sign, we still struggle to communicate with each other but i'm just glad she's doing better. i walked in her room placing a kiss on her cheek. "love you ms.girl." i whispered walking back out.
i pulled my phone out my back pocket going to our group chat messages.
gvng 🦅 .
des💋: kori you ready ?
ya ig.
rio🤞🏽: you sure you wanna do this, cause if not we can just shoot the whole house up and hope that he get hit😝
lmaoooo rio plsss😭,it's okay we can stick to the plan .
are y'all ready, before i leave this house and change my mind .
