6 Weeks

                                    

                                          
Souline's POV 
                          
It had been two weeks since I helped Freya escape and since then things got worse . The beatings got worse , now they did it more . I was at a point where I would happily accept death . 
                          
I wanted to give up , especially since I started feeling worse . They started feeding me less and I was throwing up constantly. 
                          
I missed him .. oh what I would do to see him one last time . I know he's happy to have his sister back . Maybe that would help him forget . 
                          
I felt the bile rise back up as I heard the whip and as soon as I heard it , it hit my back . 
                          
At this point I had so many scars on my body that I knew I looked horrible . I could feel the claw marks he left me two weeks ago . I could feel the fire burns . I could feel the cuts on my face . 
                          
" What is wrong with her " he asked angrily as I got weaker and weaker . 
                          
" Sir , I - I  " said the Poot girl as she looked afraid to even talk . 
                          
" spit it out girl " he yelled at her . 
                          
" I -I think she might be pregnant " she said quietly . Causing my eyes to widen as I begin to panic . 
                          
No no no , this couldn't be . How could I ever face Jaxon like this . 
                          
He just looked at me with a raised brow as he looked back at her and told her to check if I was . 
                          
I began praying that I wasn't , what would I do if I was , How could I ever face anyone . 
                          
she made me pee in a cup as she did the test , as the test beeped in walked Derek . 
                          
" So ? " he asked 
                          
" She's pregnant sir " she said 
                          
And just like that everything stopped , I felt my heart stop I could hear my ears ringing . I wanted to die , how could I possibly face anyone , what would he think of me . 
                          
Derek smirked as looked at me and down at my stomach and nodded and walked out . 
                          
I sat there in shock . 
                          
Goddess why would u let this happen I said as the sob I had been holding in escaped and soon I was crying . I cried because I knew everything with Jaxon was over , he would never want me like this . Now I was just a damaged soul . Nothing to the person I once was . 
                          
I was soon dragged out the room and placed in my cell carefully . Now they all knew I was pregnant. 

                          
It had now been 6 weeks since Freya left and 6 weeks from when I found out I was pregnant. All I felt was pain , the pain of knowing I was carrying someone else's child and not Jaxons . 
                          
And once again it was another day where I cried myself to sleep a cycle that has been repeated every day of this hell hole . And soon I drifted off to sleep .