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     To say that it felt better after telling Felix at least some of what happened, would be an understatement. Hyunjin was right, it felt better after telling Felix and if I'm being honest, and I hoped he was right about Felix being more understanding about my secret. Though I did tell Felix more than I had told Hyunjin, I know that Hyunjin would understand why I told Felix more. But then again, I have known Felix for three years.
It had been about a week since I talked to Felix up on the roof and right now we were in Chan's mansion, going over some evidence and stuff they gathered as Seungmin continued to try and hack into my file. Knowing Seungmin, he'd probably hack into it soon and I wasn't ready for that to happen.
"Why don't we take a break?" Changbin suggested, clearly bored and wanting to get out of his seat. Which was understandable as we had been in here for over two hours.
"What do you suggest we do?" Chan asked as Seungmin turned away from his laptop.
"We could go to the food court in the mall." Seungmin spoke as the rest nodded. Some food sounded nice, and so did leaving the mansion after the couple hours we had spent cooped up inside. 
"Alright, then let's go to the mall. Food is on me." Chan stated and the group stood, before making their way out of the room, muttering thanks to the eldest. 
I guess I was also glad to leave that room so it gave me more time to be with boys before Seungmin cracked my file and everyone found out who I am. Things would go downhill from there. I knew it would. 
It wasnt long before we were all in the car and making our way to the mall, to grab something to eat. I was seated in the back with Jeongin and Hyunjin. Felix, Changbin, and Seungmin were in the middle. While Chan was driving and Minho was in shotgun. I didn't even know they had a van in the first place, let alone one that could fit all of us. But then again, they were a mafia group and I would be stupid if I thought they wouldn't have the means to get themselves from one place to another at the same time. 
The ride to the mall was short, and quiet. Chan had turned on the radio to play in the background as he drove, but no one really talked. I guess we were all too tired from sitting in that room for hours on end to be more excitable. I sighed and Chan parked the van.
"Lets go guys." Minho ordered from his place at the front and everyone got out of the van. To say they were satisfied to be out of the mansion, would be an understatement. 
I fell behind the group as we made our way through the mall and to the food court to grab lunch. My thoughts were going a mile a minute and I couldn't bring myself to bring the group down. So I stayed to myself and stayed at the back of the group. They seemed to be enjoying themselves as they wondered around to the food court, occasionally stopping at different stores to look at the cool clothes or gadgets they had inside. 
Obviously, I knew that things wouldn't be the same when they find out who I am. When they find out that I'm the person they've been looking for. And that I'm the one that slaughtered the mafia who killed Seungmin's parents. And that my father is their biggest rival. They would see me differently. Maybe Felix and Hyunjin wouldn't change their opinion on me too much, but the rest, I'm sure will hate me.
I had some time to catch up and laugh with everyone while we ate, deciding to push away my depressing thoughts for a little while. But my relief came to an end far sooner than I wanted it to.
"Hey, I'll be back, I have to use the washroom." I said as I excused myself from the table to go to the washroom.
The washrooms weren't too far from the food court, so it didnt take me long to get there and finish my business. I washed my hands and took a minute to look at myself in the mirror. Sometimes it felt like I could see two different people whenever I looked in the mirror, myself, and Peter. Peter's eyes were lighter than my own and his voice was deeper, but everything else was the same. Only our eyes and voices were different. He was me, and I was him. But that didnt mean I knew how to make us one person. Maybe we were meant to be two people in one body forever.
I sighed, deciding to splash my face with some cold water. I reached over to the paper towel dispenser and grabbed some so I could dry my face. However, I wasnt expecting what would happen next.
"Jisung, you remember me? Don't you?" The familiar voice of a Death Rose member I had once considered my friend, spoke from behind me. I looked into the mirror and made eye-contact with Damien. I sighed. He was the only Death Rose member to use my birth name while talking to me.
"Hi Damien. Please tell me you're here to help and not to ambush me. You know how bad that will be for you guys." I stated as I turned to face him. He looked scared, and sad. Damien didnt even want to be in the mafia in the first place. His parents sold him to the mafia to pay off their debt to my father. 
"They've got the mall surrounded. You need to get out of here." He rambled, grabbing my hands with his trembling ones. 
"I'm here with friends, Damien. I cant just leave, they'll get suspicious."
"I know, I saw them. Our rivals. But I have a plan. We have to make it look like I kidnapped you. So your friends will leave, chasing us, and so Death Rose will go back to HQ." I pondered the idea for a minute.
He could be lying.
Maybe, but what else can we do?
"And Peter doesn't have to worry, I'm not going to double cross you. I could get killed for this, but you're my friend, and I want you to be able to get away safely." Damien stated and I nodded.
"Then kidnap me, Dame."
JEONGIN'S POV
I looked around, trying to see if Jisungie hyung was coming back from the bathroom. I was starting to worry, its been half an hour and he never takes this long in the bathroom. I could tell Felix and Seungmin were getting anxious too. Minho and Hyunjin began looking around as well as everyone seemed to realize that he was gone for way too long.
"HELP! LET ME GO! YOU HAVE THE WRONG PERSON! FUCK! HELP ME" I shot up from my seat and whipped around to see Jisung screaming as he was thrown over a mans shoulder who was running down the mall escalator.
"HEY! STOP!"
"JISUNG!"
Seungmin and Felix hyung yelled as they began sprinting through the mall after them. I took off running, feeling tears spring to my eyes. I couldn't lose Jisung. I just couldn't. 
It wasnt long before we were all down the escalator, sprinting after the person who had taken Jisung. I was behind the group, I couldn't run as fast as them. Chan, Minho, and Changbin were catching up to Felix and Seungmin who were way farther than us. I looked ahead to see the man running, take a turn and decided to take a detour.
I sprinted down the hall and out the side door. I skidded to a stop, and looked around for Jisung's captor. 
"JEONGIN! HELP ME!" Jisung screamed from my right and I took off after him. The tears were beginning to fall.
"PLEASE LET HIM GO!" I shouted as I ran, I couldn't lose Jisung. I need my squirrel hyung. 
I watched as Jisung started to struggle against the mans back, hitting him and trying to wiggle out of his grasp. But nothing seemed to work. 
I chased them into the parking garage, where the captor slowed down and started heading towards a black van. I panicked and pushed myself to run faster. I ended up slamming my body into the man causing all three of us to fall. Jisung, the man, and I let out a groan as we fell. The impact definitely leaving some injuries on all three of us. Jisung crawled over to me, and helped me stand. 
"Innie, you need to run. I'll handle him." Jisung said but I froze as my eyes landed on the gun, the man had pointed at the back of Jisung's head. Jisung locked eyes with me and I saw them flash a lighter shade of brown.
"Now, you both will get in the van or I'll shoot both of you." The man stated and Jisung looked at me and nodded. I put my hands up and got in the van, followed by Jisung who was harshly thrown in behind me.
I looked up to see the hyungs catching up, yelling at us to get out and come to them. But the next thing I knew, the door was slammed shut and we were speeding away.