You Okay?

                                    

                                          
American Dream, not so much... Nick and Billy took us to the chinese restaurant. We drank some beer and ate one or two things. Now we were heading a club.
                          
" Are we really have to go, our time is ticking ? " i asked. Billy and Nick gave me a look, they looked like if i speak again they could kill me with a knife or me choke me. " Okay, okay... " i sighed. " Don't give me that look again, i'll shut the fuck up. " i said. I really wanted go but the intership and creating a new app, i was stressing out. I start shaking my leg, it was my way of channeling my stress to something else. It really helped until i saw Neha looking at my leg. 
                          
" Stop stressing out or thinking to much, we are gonna be fine and if we don't i could easily kill Graham. Then we automatically winning. " she joked and smiled at me, her hand found its way to my leg and it helped me stop shaking. It was good to know, knowing that somebody finally noticed and wanted help. I didn't want people to know my habits, like digging my nails into my palm or shaking my legs. But i wanted them to notice and help me. I don't know how to put it but i hope you can understand. 
                          
" Thank you. " i said. I put my hand on top of hers and gently squeezed her hand. I looked other side were were in a uber, i saw Stuart playing with his phone like always but i cought some glance, he was looking at his lucky charm. Smile found my lips, i felt relaxed. I kept looking at him. He was smiling now, he won the game. He glanced to his bracelet again. His smile got bigger then it turned to a grin. 
                          
" You know i could feel when you look at me ? " he said. My cheeks burned. " By the way i can start believe in lucky charms someday.  " he put his phone back to his pocket and his hand made its way to his braclet that we made for him together. 
                          
" Should i care that you can sense, i was watching you playing your game. " i said. No i didn't watch him play. I watched his eyes, where they were glancing, how braclet looked good on him. " Maybe, someday needs to come soon... " i said. I knew he already believe in, they he looked at it after winning his game.
                          
Neva poked my arm and she was smirking. She knew that i made my  bracelet myself and when she saw Stuart' braclet and we talking about lucky charm , she could see the resembles. 
                          
" No, no, no stop please we talked about this before. " i said but she said anything just nodded but we all know she won't stop. 
                          
" You know what i noticed - " she started to whisper.
                          
" Nope not interesting. " i said but i didn't stop Neha. We were like a two kids, she was teasing and i was trying to hide it that she was doing well at this job.
                          
" He speaks you without his sarcastic sentences. Believe me, he does not talking with us like that, when he speaks all i hear is sarcasm. I hate it by the way. " she wishpered. Did he really do that?, no he didn't.
                          
" Nope, he speaks the same. " i replied back whispering. I started thingking, while we were talking our room he didn't use sarcasm but he did flirt always. He even said he had soft spot for me. Maybe he's doing it on purpose? " Or maybe he does likes me. " i said it wasn't supposed to be loud but it did, loud enough to Neha to hear.
                          
" He does, maybe something can happen today? " Neha thought outloud. 
                          
" What do you mean something can happen, Neha? We don't know he likes me... " i started shaking my legs again. Why did i was feeling like this?
                          
" Freya stop, let nature take its course. " Neha said. She was right, there was nothing to get anxious about but i couldn't stop shanking my leg. Neha put her hand again, to stop me from shanking my leg but it didn't help me. 
                          
" You okay ? " Stuart asked. Nope, nope, nope, and ohh... maybe  no, nope again. He smiled and he put his hand on my shoulder, he let his hand stay there. 
                          
" I will be. " i smiled back. His touch burned my soul and it really help me focus on his touch so i forgot everything, even my legs or you could say even my brathing skills.
                          
" Okay. " he said quietly, smiled and nodded. Once again he turned his face to his phone. His hand stayed at my shoulder a few second but later he held his phone with his hand and started playing. Neha pocked me again.
                          
" You see what i mean now? " she asked -whispered-. 
                          
" Not really... " with a smirk on my face i teased her. She let a loud sigh and shook her head. 
                          
" Will see soon Freya, wanna bet? " she asked me. I really didn't wanted to but what could i say, i always loved betting.
                          
" Yep, he doesn't like me but if he does i will make your work for a day, same for you. Are we okay? " i asked quietly. I really didn't want Stuart to hear us. We were talking to quiet and music was playing you can't know. 
                          
" Okay! " she smiled, her smiled was too cute and i kissed her cheek.
                          
- Outside The Club -
                          
" I want this again. " he said. He was playing with his braclet again, looking at it like trying find how many knot were there. " But this time you make by yourself ?" he asked.
                          
" Ofcourse, any color on your mind? " i replied with a soft smile on my face. 
                          
" Blue. " he said and smiled at you. " Thank you Freya. " he said. 
                          
" No problem, i love doing it. " i said. It was the truth, i had one with blue color but i reall wanted to make for him.  
                          
( A/N: sorry for typos and spelling mistakes )