chapter 53

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Warning contains maria,Mrs croft,the circus folk,mentions of the past,transphobia,mentions of nightterrors/nightmares/panic attack,the word suffering,mentions of abuse,missgentering people,use of deadnames,mentions of feeling like the odd kne out,mentions of wanting to die,mentuons ofntrauma,making fun of someone's skin condition, mystery characters.

If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.

Please let me know if I missed any triggers out.thank you

No one's p.o.v

The teens were shocked to see maria,the circus folk and Mrs croft holding them.

They all struggled against their captors.

"Now,now boys and girls we won't hurt you,but if you don't do as we say, well let's just say you won't see the ligth of day ever again" maria giggled.

"Now rose and lola come with us" Mrs croft says

"They are not going anywhere" remus spits

"What did you say?"

"You heard me, you caused them too much trauma already so you can piss off"

"Remus duke that is no way to speak to your mother"

"My name is remus sanders-duke and you are not my mother"

"I am I gave birth to your sorry ass, my blood is in your veins"

"Oh, if you were really my mother, you wouldent try to kill us,you wouldent hurt us,you wouldent hate us, you would live and support us"

"All mothers are different"

"YEAH WELL THEY DO A BETTER JOB AT LOVING THEIR CHILD/CHILDREN THAN YOU DO, YOUR JUST A BITCH WHO WANTS THEIR KIDS TK BE SLAVES!"

"YOU ARE A UNGRATEFUL LITTLE BRAT, I BURTHED YOU,I GAVE YOU LIFE BE FUCKING THANKFUL"

"I WOULD BE IF YOU DIDENT HURT,TRY TO KILL, OR BE DAMN TRANSOPHOBIC TOWARDS US!"

Maria growled In frustration

"LISTEN YOU LITTLE SHIT, I COULD KILL YOU RIGHT NOW"

"DO IT" everyone gasped

"oh what do you want me to kill you then son?"

"Beacause I'm tired of having to relive a nightmare I only just survived, I had being the odd one out in the group,I hate not being their for my BROTHERS when I have or need to be with them, I regret living, I dont want anyone one else to suffer because I WANST THERE TO HELP THEM" remus began to tear up

"Remus no eres el raro, nunca sufrimos cuando estás o no con nosotros, seguro que tenemos ataques de pánico pero no estamos sufriendo, pero si lo estamos, no quiero que sufras porque yo tampoco estuve ahí para ti,Te amo hermano y siempre lo he hecho y lo haré, todos te amamos, eres el elemento clave de por qué nuestro grupo es tan fuerte, eres una de las principales razones por las que hago todo lo posible para seguir con vida y por eso te agradezco. (remus you are not the odd one out, we never suffer when you are or not with us, sure we get panic attacks but we are not suffering, but if we are then I dont want you to suffer because i was not there for you either, I love you bro and I always have and will, we all love you, you are the key element to why our group is so strong you are one of the top reasons I try my best to stay alive for and for that I thank you.)" Romans spoke looking at his brother

"Roman, hay momentos en los que te veo a ti y a Logan teniendo un ataque de pánico por un terror nocturno, pesadilla, flashbacks, etc., etc.  Me asusto porque hay momentos en los que pienso para mí mismo '¿puedo calmarlos?'  '¿De verdad puedo ayudarlos?'  y luego vienen las voces y luego tengo que conseguir a alguien más como janus yo virgil para calmarlos a los dos porque yo era un cobarde y no podía hacerlo. (Roman, there are times where i see you and logan having a panic attack from a nightterror,nightmare,flashbacks etc,etc. I get scared because there are moments where I think to my self 'can I calm them down?' 'can I really help them?' and then the voices come and then I have to get someone else like janus and or virgil to calm you two down because I was a wuss and I couldn't do it)"

"no eres un remus cobarde, eres una de las personas de apoyo más fuertes que tengo en mi vida, así que por favor te lo ruego no pidas que te maten y no te mates porque sin ti no tendré mi apoyo número uno  y mejor amiga a mi lado. (you are not a wuss remus, you are one of the most strongest supportive people i have in my life, so please I beg of you do not ask to be killed and dont kill yourself because without you I won't have my number one supporter and best friend by my side.)"

(Hi, quick note I used Google translate so I dont know if that is the acctual translation, but if you know the acctual translation ease let me know.)

"O....only if you do the same"

"I will do anything it takes to keep you by my side"

Re.us smiled "your so cheeky roman"

"Oh well what are you gonna do about it?"

"ENOUGH" maria shouted "you remus should just be quite and rose you have spoken too much"

Roman wimped at the sound of his deadname

"Lola will you ckme home with me"

"No, you abused me beacuse I want tk be who I really am"

"No I hurt you beacuse you were getting all the wrong g ideas, you are a girl not a boy"

"But I am a boy"

"Then why were you born a girl them?"

"I was born in the wrong body"

"Stop lying lola, you were born a girl so you will always be a DAMN GIRL"

"HEY DONT YOU YELL AT HIM, HE IS WHO HE WANTS TO BE!" janus shouts

"Shut up skin disease,you don't know anything so shut up"

"Hey leave janus alone"

"Shut up pipsqueek" a clown says to patton tightening his grip in patton.

Everyone then started to argue.

Then there was baning on the door shutter

"LEAVE THEM ALONE!" Thomas voice could be heard.

Just then the far left window stutter and glass was cut through.

Everyone looked to see who it was.

When they all looked over they saw.....

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