14

                                    

                                          
Sam
                          
I wake up deep in little space and I huff as I sit up. I grab my pillow and hug it tight, grabbing my paci and popping it into my mouth. I reach over and grab the remote and turn on a cartoon watching it with a small content smile as I suck on my paci. 
As I'm watching it I hear a knock at my door but I ignore it as I'm focused on the cartoon. A giggle escapes my lips, coming out muffled due to the paci, I hear a small gasp come from the doorway making me perk and shoot my head over to see Tara and my eyes go wide tears spilling out "oh nonono" she says as she quickly comes in and shuts the door. I let out a sob burying my head into the pillow and sobbing into it knowing she won't like me anymore. I feel her sit by me and she pulls me into a hug "hey, hey shhh" she soothes "it's okay Sam" she says and I let out a sob "shhh it's okay, I promise.. I support you 100 percent" I let out a sob stopping halfway through realizing what she said and she laughs as I look up at her with a confused look "w-wat?" she laughs softly "your a little right?" she asks after wiping my tears "shush!" I squeal covering her mouth and she laughs "okay, okay, sorry" she says more quiet pushing my hand away from her mouth. I giggle grabbing my paci off my bed as it fell out and I put it back in my mouth averting my gaze to the cartoon I had put on "so, you are?" she asks and I perk looking over at her scanning her face with big eyes not too sure of what she had asked "your a little?" she asks again and I gasp nodding "mhm!" she smiles moving the strand of hair that fell infront of my eyes out of my face and I blush deeply "cute.. anyways, I came in here to ask if you wanted to go the mall?" she asks and I gasp excitedly "Tara hurry up!" I hear Jake yell up the stairs "hold on!" she calls back and I cower back down no longer interested as I wanted to stay in little space "hey, it's okay if you don't want to go, it's up to you" I shrug "do you want to?" I nod slowly "well, get dressed silly" I giggle as she ruffles my hair "otay.." I mumble crawling out of bed and she smiles "I'll be waiting" she says as she pulls out her phone I giggle and rush to my closet getting out an outfit to change into. 
                          
I get dressed in a black t shirt which is tucked into my plaid purple skirt and I put on black platforms before walking out of my closet. I look at myself in the mirror and smile to my self and taking my paci out of my mouth slowly slipping out of it "oh my god that outfit is everything!" I giggle only to let out a huff as I failed to slip out "c'mon, Jakes getting impatient" Tara smiles grabbing my hand and she pulls me out of my room.
                          
We get outside and Tara gets into the passenger side of Jakes car "get in" she says before shutting the door and I nod slowly seeing Colby in the back as well. I get in and shut the door buckling myself in "ready?" Jake asks as he starts the car and I nod slowly and he pulls out. I look in my lap fiddling with my thumbs trying to slip out of my little space.
                          
Colby
                          
I look over at Sam sighing softly as he seems tense and uncomfortable "you guys okay? your quiet" Tara asks as she looks in the rear view mirror and I glance at her then back at Sam only to see that he tensed up more "uh yeah.. we're fine" I say and he visably relaxes but not much. I sigh looking away from him and looking out the window. 
                          
We soon get to the mall and we all get out Sam being hesitent to get out of the car. We make our way inside and I let out a frustrated sigh as I see Sam walking slowly behind us. I stop and wait for him to get to me and start walking next to him "what is your problem? why are you being so weird?" I ask it accidentally coming out rude and he flinches looking up at me "I'm serious why are you acting like this?" I ask when he looks back at the floor and all he does is shrug. I look at him for a second before looking up and walking away being annoyed of him not talking.
                          
As we're in the store I notice Sam tell Tara something and she nods and he leaves "Sams going to the bathroom" she says and we nod before she goes to another aisle "brother, is it just me or is Sam acting off?" Jake asks as he looks at me and I nod "I relized it too, I asked him why earlier but he didn't say anything and shrugged" he nods with a sigh "but it could also just be because you decided to bring both of us" I mumble looking back through the hoodies on the rack "what do yo- oh shit you guys faught again.. I forgot, sorry" he says feeling guilty and I shrug "it's fine" he hums looking at the clothes again as well. 
                          
Sam
                          
I go back to the store the others were in after I went to the bathroom, really only coming out of my little space since I was having troubles focusing in the car and inside the store. I go in and I see them paying for their things and I make my way over there "I'm back" I say and they look at me "damn, about time" Colby says as he grabs his bags "what were you doing? taking a shit?" Jake jokes as we start leaving the store and I huff "shut up, I wasn't gone that long" I huff and they agree sarcasticaly and I cross my arms following them into another store shopping for most of the day.
                          
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I sigh deeply flopping on my back onto my bed only for someone to knock on my door "what" I groan lifting myself up onto my elbows "you forgot a bag" Colby says as he walks in holding up one of my bags and I huff sitting up and taking it from him and putting it next to me "you okay?" he asks as I rub my face "why do you care?" I ask looking up at him and he raises his hands up in defence "sorry for worrying about you" he says "just get out" I say and he rolls his eyes before leaving slamming the door behind him and I fall back onto my back. I kick off my shoes and crawl under my covers wanting to take a nap "Sam! someones here for you!" I hear my mother call up the stairs and I groan turning around and pulling the covers over my face not wanting to get up.
A knock soon sounds at the door and I huff sitting up and throwing the covers off of me "come in" I say and the door opens up.