It feels like yesterday was the first day I told her I loved her and that she was my everything. I want to be in that time again . The time of happiness and peace not terror and sadness. 
                          
I checked my phone and saw it had numerous messages from Regina. It was now five in the morning. Doctors let us stay here because of Roslyn they said. She's a pillar in the community, well at least in the hospital 
                          
I decided not to answer her messages and to call back when I have the strength too.  A nurse came walking in our direction and was in surgical scrubs. 
                          
"Hi, are you Thea Hayden's family?" she asked us as we nodded. "Blood relatives?" she asked as we all looked at each other wishing Logan and Elle were here right now. 
                          
"I heard she was engaged." she emphasized obviously trying to help us. "Harry. She's engaged to Harry." Sloan said suddenly pushing me to stand up. "Y-yeah, we're getting married." I said as it sounded odd on my tongue. 
                          
"Well, Harry. I can tell you that she is in stable condition so far and should be out of surgery in about an hour. Congratulations." she smiled at me as I wondered why she said congrats, probably to put on the show that were are actually engaged. 
                          
I sat back down and pressed my hands against the table. "She should be out soon." I said to them as they all let out a breath of relief. 
                          
"Sorry, I just needed to know if she was going to be okay." Sloan apologized to me because she knew how I would react to me being 'engaged' especially since the state of Thea and I are in at the moment . 
                          
"It's alright , I don't mind ." I cleared my throat and saw everybody look at little less tense knowing that she would be alright . 
                          
I had to say we were getting married , I can't even imagine us getting married . Thea would be so shy up at the alter and she wouldn't be able to say her vows .
                          
She would choke up and make me say them most likely . I would do it in a heartbeat if that meant I could marry her one day . 
                          
A little over an hour passed and the nurse accompanied with the doctor came back looking pleasant . 
                          
"Harry, the fiancé?" He pointed to me as I looked over at the nurse who mouthed , 'go with it' and gestured me to stand . "Yes, that's me ."I confirmed for him . 
                          
"She is in ICU and she is in stable condition . It could be from two hours to two days until she wakes up . It all has to do how her body heals and reacts ." He informed me and walked away . 
                          
"Would you like to see her ?" The nurse asked me as I nodded at her and she told me to follow her . My friends said that they would stay and go see her later . 
                          
I followed the nurse to the elevator as she pressed the button for floor eight . I watched the numbers slowly go up and stop every once in a while to let someone on. 
                          
"How long you two been together ?"  She asked me as we reached the sixth floor . "We've been in a bit of a rough patch for a while , but if your counting that time .... than about five and a half months ." I said to her thinking of the date . It was mid February and at the start of March would be six months . 
                          
We reached the eighth floor and she guided me to Thea's room . The door read 547 , I gave my self a metal note to remember her room number . 
                          
I walked in and saw her laid down with an oxygen mask covering her face and a surgical gown replaced by the dress she was wearing earlier. "Just press the button if you need anything." the nurse said as I smiled at her in appreciation as she left the room , closing the door behind her. 
                          
I sat down in the chair beside the bed she resided in. The chair creaked as I move it closer to her and heard the sound of it moving across the floor. I took her hand in mine and traced mindless patterns on her hand , like I've always done when she's stressed.