'While taking you out of this misery that your life is now bearing, and keeping you by my side until your world starts clearing,
I'll love you unconditionally and will bring you out of your Dark Past, definitely.'
YOUR SAVIOUR, JEON JUNGKOOK
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"When I was ten... He- he raped me!" She whispers... while I just sit with my eyes opened wide, backing away a little from her. "He what?" I ask frowning. "He had me kidnapped and raped me once. He even tried to do that today." Her lower lip quivers by the intensity she is crying but she still continues... "It's not the 1st time he tried to rape me again but today... Today I was just... he left me just... in my panties." She whispers the last words and cries heavily while I'm just as shocked as ever. I can't process the words she's uttering and my mind is filled with so many scenarios but I don't know if it's confusion, wrath, pity or 'disgust' taking over me. 'I hope, not the last one though. I don't even know surely, by whom am I disgusted...?!'
I can never think that such a thing happened to her. She was so soft, beautiful and top of all a chirpy girl. Now I can understand why she isn't as chirpy as before.
Reality hit me hard when she speaks again,"You can hate me and feel disgusted as much as you want. It's my fualt for not telling you when we... (made love)." She trails off but I clearly know what she's talking about. "I was hesitant when we did that. I... I was thinking if that was right, if I should do that and there was so much in my mind but... But... you made me feel somehow different... that's why I couldn't resist you, Jungkook. I'm sorry..." She speaks softly, looking down while pain and sadness are apparent on her features. "...but I don't regret what I did." She whispers even though guilty and pain is dripping off of her words.
"How can you not remember your past when we started doing that?" Words slips out of my tongue before I could stop myself but I tried my best to not sound rude. 'Now she'll think I hate her, or feel disgusted towards her- which I'm not sure even myself- and feel herself at fualt.'
She bites her lower, quivering lip, looking down not daring to look up at me. "I remembered it..." She starts in a wavering tone, voice just above a whisper. "...I remembered.. again and again but... You. You made me forget the bad memories for sometime. You made me feel the happiness I was craving for years, Jungko-" Her voice breaks as a small sob escapes her mellow, swollen lips but she continues. "You made me lose my mind and I let myself go and revel in the moment. I'm sorry..." She whispers and turns her head in other direction slowly as I can notice how she's starting crying again.
I don't know what to do with all this information. I've been with her for some days now, seeing her being all happy and smiling everytime she's with me. I didn't even had a hint of what she's being going through all this time. I don't know what to feel anymore.
Suddenly there was a knock at the door just as my phone rings. Y/N stands up and went towards the washroom, not opening the room door yet, outside of which, someone is standing. I check my phone to see who is calling and get surprised as I noticed that manager-hyung is calling me. I stand up and hurried towards the door.
