"Guys, why don't we give them a second?" Kirishima offered, as he looked at Katsuki with sympathy. The other friends walked out the room. shutting the door behind them. 
                          
Katsuki walked up to Izuku, and sat on the bed with him. "Deku..." 
                          
"I'm fine, Kacchan." Izuku said, not even bothering to look at him. 
                          
"No you're not. Deku, please look at me." Katsuki was speaking in a small voice, his eyes beginning to sting with tears. 
                          
"I don't wanna." Izuku looked down, his body starting to shake a bit. "Because if I do, you'll realize you don't want me anymore. Why...why didn't you answer the phone..?" 
                          
"My fucking mother has it. I don't even have it right now. I would've answered it with no problem if I knew you were calling. Izuku..." Katsuki placed his thumb under Izuku's chin and made him look at him. "I'll never not want you. You're everything I've ever wanted. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I failed as an Alpha." Tears were streaming down both their faces at this point. "I couldn't fucking protect you again!" Katsuki pulled Izuku into a hug, and Izuku hugged back. 
                          
"I-it's okay—"
                          
"It's not okay!" Katsuki was trying to hold it together for Izuku. He needed to. But it was hard to see the dull look in Izuku's eyes, when he knows how beautiful they can shine. "Izuku, it happened again! And I wasn't there to fucking protect you!" 
                          
"K-Kacchan..." Izuku muttered before looking to the side. "I don't blame you, so please stop blaming yourself. I just..." His voice trailed off. "I wanna go home and be with you. I know that's selfish because you have work and all that... but I just want to be with you. I don't want you.. t-to not want me anymore." 
                          
Katsuki hugged Izuku. Izuku was going backwards, only thinking negatively of himself, and shutting down. Katsuki didn't want that at all. "That won't happen, Izuku. I promise." 
                          
A timid knock was heard at the door, and the psychiatrist walked in. She held a warm smile, and walked to the bed apprehensively. "Hello. Are you Izuku Midoriya?" As Izuku nodded slowly, she grabbed a chair from the other side of the room. "I'm Doctor Yastuki, and I'll be helping you today. Are you his mate?" 
                          
Before Katsuki could even answer, Izuku was nodding his head vigorously. "Y-yes that's my mate. Bakugo Katsuki." 
                          
Both the doctor and Katsuki smiled. "That's great to hear. "Let's get started then shall we? I don't want to keep you to up."
                          
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It was hell getting readjusted back at home. 
                          
Katsuki ended up deciding to move, much against Izuku's wishes. He hated that Katsuki was willing to change everything he had grown accustomed to, for Izuku. That alone made Izuku want to disappear, but Katsuki reassured him that he would do anything for him and to not worry about it. 
                          
After the move, Izuku didn't want his own room anymore. He had the constant fear that Shoto was going to come back, and violate him in his own space again. Katsuki of course, wasn't bothered by it. In fact, he liked sleeping in the same space with Izuku. He felt like he could protect him, at anytime. 
                          
Katsuki made sure Izuku was taking the necessary medicine and was eating all his meals. If he didn't, he was certain that Izuku would miss them on purpose. Izuku tried his hardest to not rely so much on Katsuki, but it was hard when he had days when he couldn't seem to escape his darker thoughts. But regardless of the fact, Katsuki was always gentle and understanding. 
                          
Their friends were over as much as they can. Maya took it upon herself to decorate Izuku's cast with hearts, stars, anything that'll make him happy. Kaminari and Ochako offered their clothes so Izuku could make a nest, since whenever something bad happened, he would trauma nest. And he never used Alpha things in his nest, only things from Ochako, and now Kaminari. Their respective mates didn't mind, because they knew it was something that made Izuku feel at ease, and safe.
                          
"Kacchan." Izuku mumbled one day, as the two laid in bed together. Izuku was in a really cuddly mood, and Katsuki was giving in to it. 
                          
"Yes?" 
                          
Izuku sat up, looking Katsuki in his eyes. "I want to have sex with you."
                          
Katsuki felt his heart drop and stared at Izuku. "What?" Of course he had wanted to have sex with Izuku. But it was only a couple week ago since the Shoto incident, and he felt Izuku is trying to force himself to do it. 
                          
"I want you to hold me. And become one with me. I know you can't mark me yet because I'm not on my heat... but I want you to be able to pleasure yourself." He blushed profusely. 
                          
"Deku— Izuku." Katsuki sat all the way up, and held his hands. "I don't want to use your body like that. I keep telling you that." 
                          
"I know. I know." Izuku smiled, and his eyes softened. "And that's why I want you to. You don't force me to do anything. And I'm not doing this because I feel obligated too. I'm offering you myself because I want to. Because... because I love you." He looked away. "I've always loved you since middle school —"
                          
Before he could continue, Katsuki was kissing him. 
                          
It was Izuku's first time saying out loud that he loved Katsuki and it made Katsuki so happy.
                          
Izuku leaned into it and soon Katsuki's tongue slipped into Izuku's mouth. Moans left Izuku's mouth, as he trembled. Kissing Katsuki left him breathless. 
                          
The two parted and Katsuki caressed his face. "I love you too, Izuku. Very much. And..." He placed kisses on his cheek. "If this is something you really want... I'll do it. As long as you aren't forcing yourself."
                          
Izuku nodded his head. "I-I'm not. I promise, Katsuki."
                          
They both smiled before Katsuki laid him down gently. "Good. Well then, let's get started then, shall we~"
                          
To Be Continued 
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