„No Y/n. This is something you don't remember." I held in for what was coming now. I really didn't want to be the one telling her but it had to be done. 
„You're boyfriend passed away." every expression left her face. She looked at me in shock not knowing if it's true or false. I scanned her face for any sign of emotion. Anger, suffer, sadness, but there was not a sign expression. Looking into her eyes and seeing only empty emotionless eyes. „Y/n.. I am so sorry." 
She chuckled at me in disbelief at my words. I was confused about that reaction I didn't expect that. 
„Are you bluffing? Tell me where the camera is so that I can smile into it. Wanda that's bullshit." 
She doesn't believe me. „No Y/n I am serious. He passed aw-." She didn't let me finish. „No Wanda. Don't you dare finish this sentence." she pointed at me with tears in her eyes. „I am sorry." she was in complete denial of him passed away. „No, no, no this can't be true. He needs to be here. H-here with me." 
Tears were already floating down her beautiful face. 
„P-please Wanda Tell me This isn't true. Please tell me that he will jump out of no where and give me fucking heart attack for doing such a fucked up prank." I didn't know what to say so I just shook my head no and lowered my head. I fell so bad for telling her. „H-how? How can you t-tell me that my boyfriend is dead. WANDA DEAD!!" I didn't had the time to say anything as she started to get out of bed shaky. „Y/n please calm down. You need to rest." she was unplugging the wires from her body and threw them down. She hobbled to exit the med bay searching for something but I couldn't think of anything that she might miss. I walked around her to catch her if she will fall down. „This can't be true. I saw him just a couple minutes ago. I was with him. He showed me t-this Glasshouse w-with all these plants.." she started to breathe heavy and louder than usually. „Plants and b-butterfly's." she turned around to face me holding onto the side of my arms gripping them tight. „He told me t-that he l-loves me a-and I told him.. Wanda no." her tears weren't stopping and her breathing became more hectic with every second. „Y/n I-I am so sorry." she shook her head violently no while pressing her lips together to hold more tears back. 
                          
Y/n POV 
Did she really just tell me that Thomas passed away? What am I missing!? I fell so empty for not remembering this. The most traumatic thing that has happened to me. I couldn't stop crying and I don't know if I will ever stop. „W-what happened to him?" I wanted to know desperately hoping on gaining informations about him being dead. Hoping on remembering. „It was three years ago Y/n.. it was an accident." I looked deep into Wandas eyes to look for anything that has a valid explanation for his death. I stepped into her mind and saw blurred pictures of me and Thomas laying in a lab while he died. I immediately jumped away from her not knowing what to believe. „Did you just." „look into you're mind? Yes." what on earth did I just do. There was so much going on that I don't understand. 
„H-how did you? Do that?" Wanda looked scared and confused. She was shocked but just as shocked as i am. „I d-don't know." I was breathing heavy and I couldn't control anything anymore. It feels like there is someone stepping on my chest and holding me down from breathing. I lost him. I don't know who or what I am. I lost myself. „Y/n you will be fine just try to calm down and breathe alright?" Wanda tried to get a hold of me but I didn't let her. 
„No Wanda don't..come any closer. I might hurt you. I don't know what I am or what i did." I held my hand out to give her the sign to stay away. „No you won't. It alright I am fine. You see." she pulled her hands up to show me that she is alright. My knees were shaky and I couldn't hold myself up anymore. My body colloids with the ground I fell how arms wrapped around me. Wanda held me close to her chest and stoked my head up and down. I was constantly sobbing and I couldn't control anything. „W-Wanda I wanna remember. I fell so 
e-empty not knowing why he is gone. Not knowing what happened." she didn't say anything at first. She held me even tighter. „You will remember. But It won't be easy. But I will be there for you okay? Everyone will!" Deep down i had the feeling that it was my fault. For Thomas being dead. But I didn't want to say it out loud. I couldn't.
                          
Wanda POV 
I held tight onto Y/n. She crumbled down on me and I am relieved that I can be here with her while she relieves hell. Seeing her like this reminds me of myself. How I lost Pietro. I felt an unbearable pain and she is going through this a second time. It breaks me even more to know that she doesn't remember anything from that day and as soon as she will remember that it will be even worse. I looked down at her and saw her glowing in a mild red. Confusion and worry started to build up in me while I watched her. Before I could react she practically exploded with powers sending me backwards to collide with the closest wall. All the glass shattering around us from the moment she screamed out in pain. I passed out for a short moment. Her sending me across a room came way to unexpected and out of nothing. „Oh my god Y/n, Wanda! Are you alright?" I felt how Nat cupped my face to see if I have any bad injuries. She looked horrified at me and totally confused about me laying across the room. I looked past Nat's shoulder and saw that Bruce and Tony are taking care of Y/n. She was lying there motionless on the ground surrounded by broken glass. „What happened Wanda? We heard a loud explosion and we came immediately." I collected myself before I could say anything. „She found out about Thomas." her expression fell at my answer. „How? Did she remember?" guilt started to form up inside of me. I told her and I caused this mess. „No Nat.." I paused for a moment „I told her." Nat had a confused and slightly angry look on her face „w-why would you do that Wanda? You know how bad she comprehended it." she was absolutely right. She didn't take it well. Nobody would. „I wasn't intending to do so. She asked me about how we met and I told her that we were flirting that night. She told me that she had a boyfriend and that she wouldn't do so. Then she asked where he would be and I couldn't talk myself out of that situation." silence fell in between us. „I am sorry Nat." My gaze went back to Y/n who was still laying on the ground.
„It's not you're fault. She needed to know sooner or later. It had to be done. We will look out for her and see how we can help her cope. That is the most important thing right now." she stood up and reached out her hand to help me up.