It hurts

                                    

                                          
Y/n POV 
... „I mean yeah Bruce I wouldn't mind some tests. It might help me remember the things I am missing." he nodded at me and smiled slightly. „We won't do them today. I think you should still rest. Collect some energy and I will come back to you." I gave him a slight smile and leaned back into the bed. Everyone startet to leave but I feel like I have the need for Wanda to stay. „Ehh W-Wanda right?" while she walked out she stopped mid way and turned around. I couldn't really pin point
 her reaction but she stood still and just looked at me. „Yeah. Do you need anything?" I held in for a moment. Asking someone to stay with me isn't something I usually do. But she gives me a safe vibe and it is comforting. „C-can you stay?" She looked confused now. Her eyes moved to Nat who was standing next to her as she nodded at her. „I will come check on my bestie later." Nat gave me a wink and left us alone. Wanda was still standing there not moving an inch of her body. 
                          
„You can come and sit down you know? I don't bite." she let out a cute and shy chuckle while she moved closer to sit down onto the chair that was placed next to me. An embarrassing silence filled up the medical bay. No one of us knew what to say or to do. The only sound was the machine that still recorded my vitals. Wanda was looking down at her hands and playing with her rings. I was so focused on her hands like they captivated me with moving around. I cleared my throat to catch her attention. „So.. I kinda feel bad for not remembering you. We seemed to have a good connection and I know it might sound silly because you already know me.. but I think I would like to get to know you." she looked surprised at me with offering her to get to know each other. „And since I don't remember how we met. How about you tell me that. Or anything you like. Who you are and all that stuff." a limp smile formed on her face but she was still hesitating. 
                          
Wanda POV 
I didn't expect to stay with Y/n since she doesn't remember me. It feels so off to be around her. She really doesn't remember anything about me and it hurts so bad. But she wants to get to know me and I think that is a good start. „I am not sure where I should start so I will just begin with how we met." she nodded at me and gave me a slight smile. She looked a Bit exited like I would tell her a fairy story. 
She leaned back and waited patiently for me to start. 
„It was actually five or six weeks ago. We met in a bar and you were sitting alone at the counter. The only place free was next to you and I sat down next to you. You saw me and thought about how good I was looking." she raised a brow at my last sentence. 
„I mean you look good but how did you know that I was thinking that?" she was curious. „I can read minds." she looked surprised „Oh lord. How embarrassing that you read my mind." she placed her hands in front of her face to hide her embarrassment. She started to blush a bit and chuckled at the fact that I read her mind. „I hope you won't read them again." was the next thing she said. „No don't worry. That night you're thoughts were really loud and I can't control my mind reading some time's. I slipped at you're thoughts and grinned at myself." she smiled at me soft. „You then asked ‚is there something funny you would like to share?' and that is how our conversation started." „so I made the first move on you?" I grinned at her slightly „yeah kinda of." 
Her smile slightly fade away as she said „well i hope you don't get any mixed intentions. I love women too but I actually have a boyfriend waiting for me." 
                          
My face dropped at her saying this. I was just about to tell her that we spend the night together and she thinks that she is still together with her boyfriend. The images of the video Footage floated back in my head. Her being happy with Thomas the first minutes and then her losing him instantly. She was so broken and lost. It breaks my heart to know that she will lose him again and that soon. If I had to lose Pietro again I would probably lose my mind. 
„Wanda? Hey you zoned out for a moment. Are you alright. Did I say something wrong?" her soft and raspy voice brought me back out of my mind space. I looked at her not knowing what to say. „Eh no everything alright. Just got lost in my mind for a moment." she raised her brows at my comment. 
„I may be laying here in a medical bed but I can still sense when something is wrong. I know when someone is lying to me, so tell me Wanda." my stomach fells so sick right now. I really don't wanna tell her. I mean who would want to tell her. No one wants to tell the significant other that they lost a beloved person. „Is it about me having a boyfriend? 
I am all good with him. In fact he should actually be here. He never leaves my side if something goes wrong. Can you tell me where he is?" oh god she is so clueless. It fucking hurts to tell her this. But someone needs to do it and I will be there for her. How do you even tell Someone they lost their Partner? „Y/n there is something you need to know." I lump builded up in my throat and it was hard to talk or even swallow. „That doesn't sound promising.." her voice was quiet and hallow. „ I don't know how to tell you this... but you're boyfriend isn't around anymore." she looked questioning at me not knowing what I mean. „What do you mean by not around? Is he working? I told him that he shouldn't overwork himself. That's something we have in common." she slightly chuckled at herself.