Part 52

                                    

                                          
Beth's POV
                          
i need to talk to Tom...there's something up with him, i can tell. he's hardly said a word to me. now seems like a good time as no one's in the house, everyone's outside enjoying the sun.
                          
"Tom can i talk to you a second?" i asked looking at him. i saw Max smile from the corner of my eye.
                          
"err yeah sure" he replied hesitating. we went into the kitchen away from everyone else. he lent against the work top, trying not to make eye contact with me. before i had chance to say anything, Tom was already talking.
                          
"i need to tell you something, i'm not sure how your going to take it but i need to get it of my chest. the guilt is killing me" he paused for a few seconds. oh great. i knew it. i'm just waiting for him to say those words.
                          
"when we went out a few days ago and by we i mean me and the boys. i went away from them. i wasn't with them the whole night and i didn't go back to the hotel. i was with this girl..." he paused again as my heart sank."i slept with her...i'm so sorry" he said trying to show how sorry he really was. i slapped him across the face. hard.
                          
"save your breath Tom, this isn't the first time you've hurt me though is it?! we're over, just leave me alone" i practically shouted at him. i went straight outside where the others are before he even got a chance to say anything else. i sat down next to Max. he looked at me sympathetically.
                          
"he'll see sense" Max whispered to me.
                          
"that's twice now though" i replied whispering also. i looked at the others, who were giving me strange looks. i'll tell them later. i'm not in the mood right now.
                          
Keira's POV
                          
today's been kinda relaxing.
                          
"lets have a BBQ tonight!" Siva said
                          
"yeah!" Megan said agreeing.
                          
"i'll go to the shops, i'll take Tom with me" Max said getting up off the floor and heading inside.
                          
"are those 2 asleep?" Jay said pointing over to Kira and Danielle. 
                          
"probably" i said laughing.
                          
"oh i got an idea!" Nathan said running into the house. wonder what he's doing. he soon came running back out with a bucket of water. "this should wake them up" he said throwing the water over them both. 
                          
"hey! what was that for?!?" Kira shouted jumping up as did Danielle.
                          
"well it woke you up" Nathan said laughing. me, Megan, Beth, Jay and Siva joined in laughing.
                          
"smile you 2" Jay laughed.
                          
"we're all wet now though" Danielle said.
                          
"you'll dry soon" he replied. they both thought about it for a second before laughing along. eventually Max and Tom came back with food and more cans of coke. i looked to Beth, she went from being all happy to sad with in a matter of seconds.
                          
"what's wrong?" i asked walking over to her.
                          
"just Tom" she said, looking in a different direction to where he was standing.
                          
"what's he done now?" i asked sitting down next to her.
                          
"he slept with a girl" she said looking up, holding back tears.
                          
"when did that happen?" i asked kind of shocked. that's not like Tom.
                          
"Nathan's stag do" Beth replied.
                          
"don't let him get you down, he'll realise your the one for him and come back to you" i said hugging her.
                          
"i hope your right she replied.
                          
"i am right, trust me" i said smiling. i swear Tom doesn't realise how great Beth is. i mean she's amazing and perfect for him.
                          
Tom's POV
                          
i'm such an idiot. i've lost the best thing thats ever happened to me. i need to make it up to Beth, but she hates me. i'll ask Max, see what he thinks i should do. he is her brother, so he should know. i've hurt her too many times. she's with the girls now, who are cheering her up. well they seem to be anyway. no one knows how she's really feeling inside. we can only see what she wants us to see. i wish i could hold her in my arms and tell her how much she means to me and that i love her. but i can't. all because i was stupid.