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"Daddy." Serayah cried running to me and I picked her up as a police officer walked towards me. It took me no time to get to Sabrea's house since I was already on my way.
"What's going on?" I asked trying to walk towards the ambulance when I seen them giving her cpr but the police officer blocked me.
"Sir we need you stay back this is an active scene." He said and I looked at the ambulance.
"Fuck you mean I need to see her." I said and Serayah clinched on to me crying.
"Sir we need you to calm down, what's your relation to the victim?" He asked.
"She's the mother of our child." I said once I calmed down. "Can somebody just tell me what the fuck happened?" I asked getting frustrated.
"We got a pulse, it's very weak so hurry and get her to the hospital." They said before closing the ambulance door and driving off.
"She was found on her bathroom floor unresponsive with 3 gunshot wounds. One to the head and two to the chest." He said writing in a small notebook and I felt like my heart dropped.
"Sir I can understand your your frustration right now but we need to ask some questions." He said.
"She dying and you wanna ask me some fucking questions. Clearly if she called 911 the operator got the information on what happened." I said.
"Fuck outta here wit' that bullshit bruh." I went to my car and made sure Serayah was In safely before I pulled off.
"Daddy is mommy going to be okay?" Serayah sniffed.
"She gone pull through." A tear fell down my face as I took a deep breath. I don't understand none of this I don't understand who would try to kill her.
I'm upset with myself cause we literally just got off the phone and had a small argument. I should've never let the conversation end with her being irritated.
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When we got to the hospital I was just sitting down with Serayah in my lap. I called her brother explaining to him what happened so he was on his way along with Teyana, Trey, and Serena. I know they not getting along right now but I know Serena not that cold hearted.
Once they got here Teyana and Serena were crying, Trey was sitting down and DeShawn was pacing back and forth. We were here for hours since she was in surgery. It was quite until Serayah spoke up catching our attention.
"Jay was talking to mommy." Serayah mumble.
"What?" I asked.
"Jay w-was there." She sniffed and Serena looked at her.
"Was that what you heard?" I asked her and she nodded her head.
"Jay did this?" Teyana voice cracked and DeShawn looked like he was finna raise hell.
Tre ain't say nothing he just got up and left out.
"He finna do something I just know it." Teyana said going after him. I wanted to go find him so bad but I don't need to leave Serayah's side at all. I just sat back trying to control my anger.
"This shit ain't right." DeShawn sat down and sniffed.
"It's gone be okay." Serena sniffed as well.
"Bruh get the fuck off of me." He raised his voice and stood up and kicked the chair over before walking out causing people to look over.
"I can't do this." She stood up going to the bathroom and I was alone with Serayah as she fell asleep.
"You're here for Sabrea?" A lady asked me as she sat beside me. She looked like a nurse, and her voice was soft and delicate.
"Yes ma'am." I said." She was an older lady maybe in her late forties and she looked like Sabrea almost which was scary.
"Sabrea is a very strong person I know she can get through this. You're probably thinking that you could've done anything to prevent this situation from happening. It was nothing you could do. She knows that you love her even if you didn't say it. She cares about you a lot and I can see that you care about her too. She's going to get through this, she's a fighter and I know it. Keep your head up." She squeezed and questioned myself because the conversation was getting personal and when I looked beside me nobody was there. It was only us in the waiting room.
I ain't take no percs in months so I know damn well that I'm not tripping. That had to be her mother I remember her telling me how mom was a nurse, and she always described her voice to me.
I'm sober as hell right now so I know that happened for a reason. 
I really do hope that she's okay I don't what I'll do if she died. It'll be like the situation she went through for Serayah.
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