part 16

                                    

                                          
Im sat in meeting with friga and the heads of the household in the palace organising plans for thor's coronation that's in a week we were preparing for banquet after the ceremony.  "We need have non alcoholic drinks available on main drinks table " friga says looking over  at  frank whos our head of catering in the palace " what are you thinking  we would usually have water around the tables  as well as the wine and ales" he says friga turns to me " what would you like to have my dear" she asks i sometimes forget i cant drink alcohol im stuck to juices, teas and water. " i can just have water i don't want to cause any inconveniences" i say i knew how much planning had gone into this event "don't worry about it princess   we want you to enjoy the evening as much the rest " i nod  "  just any juices  will do  i have craved lot of peach and apple juice but any juice will do" i says he nods writes it down. They go on to discuss seating arrangements i just zone in and out of  their conversation occasionally giveing them my input.
                          
After few hours of our meetings  i head back to my rooms just wanting have some rest i was only around 2 months pregnant  but recently i was getting tired easily but was nothing small nap couldn't solve. I walk into my rooms   find them empty i wander over to our bed kik off my shoes and climb in  im just about  doze off when i hear knock on my door then hear it swing open when i dont reply " sister i need your help" thor comes in to my bedroom shouting  i open my eyes look over to him " sorry i didn't think you would be sleeping" he says i push myself into seated position " its ok i was just going to have a nap" he comes over sits on end of the bed " i was going to ask you if you wanted come to main hall  i get to have a first dance with someone i was hoping you would be my partner i've seen you dance with loki so many times" thor says  i push blanket off my legs " come on then shall we go and have a practice"i say as i get out bed he smile "thank you lizzy sorry for ruining your nap"he says probably worried i was plotting his death 
                          
We get into main hall that's empty other then the long tables ether side of the dance floor that are  set out ready for thor's coronation celebrations  we walk over to the middle  i take his hand and he places hand on my waist i put my other hand on his shoulder  we began dance around the empty space i did enjoy dancing with thor it did feel wrong  not to be dancing with loki. " you know you need pick good song for them to play while we dance sparkles " he laughs " any specific songs you want or can i pick any"  i wasn't one to memories music i just knew how to dance from my extensive lessons as a child " no just something that's not boring" he laughs " ill take that into consideration" i chuckle slightly. after while of dancing we stap have a break we sit on steps in front of odin and frigas throne "drink?" thor asks offering me his hip flask i shake my head " id love one but your brother made it so i can't for next 7 months" i says he laughs shaking his head " i forget about the baby sometimes"  " so do i until im staring at the toilet bowl every morning" he shakes his head " god im thankful im not a women"  i laugh " of course you are it sucks to deal with women issues"  he nods " will you start looking for a queen once your coranation has happened?" i ask him " i don't know farther wants me to marry soon so can have heirs but i just want it to happen in its own time like you and loki just sort of happened you two seem  happy" he sasy  i did question the happy part at times loki recently had been acting off i think hes jealous of thor  at the moment with the focus being on him but it was his coronation its one biggest events in his life " yeah don't force anything find right woman you don't want spend a life time with someone you don't love" i says he nods " your right farther will get over it in time and anyway yours and loki's  child will be heir till i have my own o the throne is sicure anyway"  that made me nervous i didn't want my child to be  forced into mold made by his family like my mother had tried to do to me it would be even worse with it being trained how  to rule a kingdom " yeah i suppose that's one way to look at it" i say looking down " hey lizzy don't stress i know you might think your child will belong to the kingdom and the throne but it will still be your child" thor says sometimes i actually think their is a few brain cells left in that empty head of his.

                          
im sat in bed reading  just winding down for the night when loki walks in i look up he just looks down at the floor and heads straight to the bathroom well hello to you too something was up with him lately i didnt know what  but id like to find out. after few minuets he walks out in his underwear climbs into bed next to me " you werent at dinner" i say looking over to him he nods " i decided to eat alone in the library " he says i look over confused " loki whats wrong? " i say  moving to kneel in the end next to him he looks me dead in the eyes " why do you care you would rather spend time in thor's arms " i look at him shocked " is that really what this is over loki im your wife you gods sake  you don't need to be jealous of thor im yours  yes i was with him today because he asked me to dance with him for his first dance as king at his coronation because im his sister i love you loki not him" i say he looks up at me with tears in his eyes " im always second best to thor he always gets what he wants i don't want to lose you to him too  your all that i have " he begins to cry i can't hold tears back it breaks my heart to see him like this " oh loki you don't have to worry about losing me you are my forever  you will always have us" i say as hug him he hugs me back "im sorry elizabeth im just so fed up of living in his shadow we cant even announce that we are expecting because it might take spotlight off thor its meant be our  life changing moment he always has to be the most important"  loki says  i kiss his head cradle him agained my chest as he crys  " how about we go away for a while after the coronation just me and you maybe go to that castle in the north  your mother did says its ours to go to when we want we could go set up for the babie their  get use both some time away from all the stress that is here" he nods " i would like that"  i just hold him tight hoping i can sooth his pain just  a little.
                          
after he is all cried out we are laid in bed he has his head laid on my chest hand rested over my belly " do you think it'll be boy or girl?" loki asks " i don't know guess we will have wait and see" i say " i'd like a girl one who looks like you " he says leaning resting kiss on my belly before getting his head back on my chest " well we can bet on it having dark hair with both of us having dark hair" he chuckles " that is true it would be one powerful child " he says  that's a scary thought two very powerful parents this child could be one hell of a courser " she would have best people around her to teach her how to use any gifts she has" i say he nods " that is true she's going to have best family around her " i nod i do hope so neither of us have the best parents in the world odin wasn't going to gain farther of year any  time soon  " she will and we will all love her dearly" i say i hear his breaths soften hinting he had fell asleep " goodnight my love" is ay before closing my eyes and drifting off into peaceful nights sleep.