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Next morning Sanha wakes up earlier than he usually do. To be honest he was worried about MJ. So he wake Victoria up and told her to leave now. She was again being stubborned, but this time he didn't listen to her. 
After sending her back Sanha went to the kitchen to make coffee for MJ and him. After making the coffee along with 2 sandwich he goes to MJs room where he was supposed to stay last night.. But he was surprised to see that the room was already Locked from outside, like it was before. Does that means mj didn't stay or sleep there last night.?! Sanha immediately starts to call MJ but he wasn't answering.  Soon Sanha starts to panic as he doesn't find his car in the parking lot. Its only 7 am in morning, so he shouldn't go to his office, still Sanha call there to search for him. And as expected he wasn't there. So he gets out from the building in order to search MJ. He takes a cab and went to the same place where he founds MJ that night.. but he wasn't there. Sanha called Jinwoo and he said that MJ wasn't with him. So Sanha start to search all possible places where MJ can go ,. Finally he reaches at MJ's old apartment and found his car there. He sigh in relief before paying the cab and went to the floor where MJ's room is located. With a sweaty hands and nervous heart he pressed the password and open the door. After entering the room he becomes even more confused as staffs were scattered everywhere. And there MJ is lying on his belly while hugging a bottle. There were a lot of those bottles scattered in the floor, it was easy to say that he was drinking all the time. So Sanha slowly goes to MJ and stars to call him. He wasn't in his sense. So after calling for nth time he finally open his eyes and looks at Sanha before getting up from the floor and siting straight there.
                          
MJ: Why are.. why are you.. here?? 
Where.. is your..gf? Is she here??.. Should.. Should I leave from here too..???
                          
By now Sanha is also crying seeing MJ in this state, his eyes are red, hair are messy, dress are dirty and seems uneven .. So he was just looking at MJ. And wasn't able to answer anything. So MJ chuckle a bit before looking away from Sanha.
                          
MJ: Seem like I'm right.. OK don't worry I'm leaving. You.. you can enjoy your time. 
He tries to get up from the floor but lost his balance and fall hard on floor and his hand fall on an empty bottle, results in breaking it in pieces. MJs hand starts to bleed terribly. Sanha is now even more panicked to see blood coming from MJ's hand. So he try to grab MJs hand but MJ pulls it away from him immediately.
                          
S: Hyung what are you doing? Your hand is bleeding. Give it to me. And where is your fast aid box.? I'm going to bandage it first. Why did you drink so much when you can't control it? Let me help you.
                          
At this MJ starts to laugh loudly which makes sanha even more confused.
                          
S: Why.. why are you laughing?
                          
MJ: You want to help after hurting me the most?? Isn't it a bit hilarious??
He keeps laughing while tears are dropping from his eyes.
                          
S: What do you mean? 
                          
MJ: Nothing. Yoon Sanha can you please do me a favor?
                          
S: Of course. Whats it.?
                          
MJ: Get out from here.
                          
S: What. But why??
                          
MJ: Just go from here. I don't want to see you anymore.
                          
S: At least let me do the fast aid, then I'll listen to you.
                          
MJ: Thanks for your concern, but I truly don't need it. I don't want you to spend even 1 more second for me now. You can go. And You are now mature enough to take care you yourself and others too , at least I'm 100% sure after last night. So you don't really need me anymore by your side.. And I'm really tired of taking care of you. That's why I'm going back to Korea to my parents. They now need me the most. So just leave and never comeback again.
                          
S: Hyung what the hell are you taking? I'm sorry that I fail to fulfill my promise again, but trust me I didn't know that she will come out of nowhere. As I left here at the restaurant that night,so she wanted me to repay it. And i couldn't say no to her because she was being stubborned. And I
                          
MJ: For God sake stop taking about her. I didn't ask for any explanation from you. So just go. MJ was trying to push Sanha away from him, but Sanha grab his hand tightly.
                          
S: Why the hell are you being like this.? I had spent the whole day with you. She didn't find me on my phone, that's why she came to see me. Now why are you making it such a big issue?
                          
MJ: Sorry then, for wasting your valuable time. You should go now.  And don't come here again. I've already talked to my Dad. I'll be leaving USA within this week. So consider it as our last meet.
MJ pull his hand from Sanha's grip, it's still bleeding. So Sanha calm himself down before holding his hand again
                          
S: Hyung I'm sorry, sorry for everything. Please forgive me for the last time. You can't go like this. You can't leave you Sanha here alone in this city. You had promised to be with me forever.
                          
MJ: Why I always have to keep my promise? Why will I be suffering every time.?  I was being unreasonable. I was so concerned about you that I almost forgot that I'm a human too. I'm tired of being your caretaker., Trust me, it hurts like hell to see you with her Everytime.  You already knew that I had feelings for you from the beginning, still you choose to show off your happy love life and relationship with your girl every time. I did everything to see you happy on your birthday. But have you ever wanted to know how it feels to arrange a romantic date for someone with whom you dream to date with?
Yet I did all that for you, and what I get in return on my birthday!! You invite me on a restaurant alone to show me your love life again. I thought to see you kissing her on my birthday was the best gift from you. But I was unaware of the fact that you will arrange even bigger gift for me. You slept with her, on the same bedroom where I loved you for the first time. Of course i know that it wasn't really love making for you, I literally force on you. Still that was a beautiful memory for me till last night. Now it's gone too, gone forever. I'm tired of you being played with   my emotions. And believe me I don't have any strength left to bear anymore. So I'm willingly getting out of you life. You don't have to see my face anymore. So just go, I'm feeling sleepy plus I need to pack my staff too.
MJ let all his pain out this time that he was keeping inside for all the times. He doesn't want to leave Sanha without telling him the proper reason.
                          
S: Wait... Please don't be like this. Tell me what you want me to do, I'll do that but please don't leave me alone. 
MJ Doesn't give any answers to Sanha, his eyes are even more red because of all the crying, and its getting closed gradually. Sanha hold MJs face and make MJ looks at him.
                          
S: Why are you looking like this...?? Your eyes don't get like this when you get drunk. Did you.. did you take any other drugs besides this.
                          
This time MJ removes Sanha's hand harshly before grabbing it and dragging him out of his apartment. He push Sanha away from the door and locked it from inside.
Sanha is also crying harder after realizing how much he have hurt mj unintentionally. Yes, he never meant to hurt him. But now he is leaving him permanently. Sanha Keep knocking the door and calling mj again and again. But MJ didn't even response.
                          
2 days have passed after that incident. Sanha is still Infront of MJs door. He didn't leave from there. He didn't even eat and sleep properly at this time.On the other hand, MJ didn't even came out once. He changed his password too. And yesterday Jinwoo came here with some paper, and leave from there within 1 hour. But even this time MJ didn't let Sanha in. 
                          
It's Wednesday morning when MJ finally came out of his room. He is leaving USA today. His flight is at 9 am. So he came out with all his staffs and found Sanha sleeping at his doorway. He feels that his heart is aching but he doesn't want to hold back this time. So he decides to avoid the scene Infront of him but he had something to give Sanha. So after standing there for a whole minutes MJ decides to wake Sanha up and hand him everything..







                          
1 more chapter to go....