Chapter XVIII: Stranger in my head

                                    

                                          
Dazai's pov-
Just before hitting the octopus, he released the bubble, shooting it right into the hole, but it missed and blew up a tentacle instead which regenerated right after. 
Chuuya's smile faded and I knew what he was about to do.
-Chuuya, no!
But he ignored me. He flew right into the monster. After a few seconds a big explosion went off inside of the beast. The tentacles flew everywhere, some of them even fell from the building. Chuuya flew out of the octopus and I sighed in relief. He landed on the building and started laughing maniacally. He created a massive red light bubble and aimed it to the sky. 
That's why he wanted me to kill him - he's out of control. I came up to him and put my hand on his shoulder. I didn't care that he was dangerous. I hugged him for the last time and...
Chuuya's pov-
I heard someone calling me from a far. It was dark, completely dark. I felt Arahabaki presence near me. The voice got louder.
-Chuuya! Chuu! Please!- The voice was crying. I wanted to reply but I couldn't talk.
I saw something shine in the distance - a small white light. I streched out my arm towards it, but my legs wouldn't move. I tried running and my legs started slowly moving. One after another, I placed my feet, trying to reach the light but suddenly I fell into the darkness and into the real world. 
Dazai was hugging me, but wasn't saying anything. I looked down and saw something that will never leave my mind - I had my knife inserted into the side of his stomach. I quickly removed it, laid Dazai down and applied some pressure on the wound. I ripped apart my jacket and put the fabric on it. I called 911 while holding it down with the other hand. I knew that this type of wound can turn to a slow death. He only had about 2 hours before he leaves this world so I quickly said all of the information to the doctor and then carefully carried him to the first floor. 
When the ambulance arrived, doctors put him on a strecher and carried Dazai into the car. I followed it with my motorcycle to the hospital because my subconsciousness and my heart didn't let me leave him. 
I needed to wait outside the ward while Dazai was getting a surgery since his wound is serious. And I did that to him. I did that! How could I? Even though I knew I was out of control so technically it wasn't my fault but I couldn't help hating myself for it. 
-Chuuya Nakahara?- The doctor called.
-Yes.- I stood up.- Is he okay? Is he stable?
-I need you to relax. The surgery went okay, but we still don't know if he will survive. He's breathing for now but he's still in comma. 
-Can I visit him?- I asked a bit calmer this time.
-Yes, but be quiet and gentle. He's very weak right now.
-Of course.
-Come, this way.- The doctor showed me the way to Dazai's hospital room.
I came inside and saw Dazai laying on the bed, connected to a bunch of wires and other medical devices. I ran up to his bed and looked at his face. He had a plaster on his cheek and his skin was pale like snow. I wished he would wake up but his brown eyes stayed closed. Dazai's chocolate hair was messy, all over his pillow. He had no bandages around his arms and neck, so I could see the previous scars.
I sat down on a stool, near his bed and took his hand into my palm. It seemed so fragile and cold. It was the first time Dazai wasn't warm and comforting. It was a pain to see him like this. He promised he wouldn't get hurt and now he's laying in a hospital gown. He promised me! I knew I shouldn't bring him into this world. I told him not to follow me, but he still did... He still walked my steps and went down the same path I did... I didn't want him to be hurting just because I'm a monster, a demon...I shouldn't be alive... I should die for this... 
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-Riuy<3