"I'm not even sorry"

                                    

                                          
After Bryce gave me his sweater he carried me back to my room, since there was still a lot of people here partying and the amount of people seemed to just keep getting bigger Bryce stayed in my room to make sure I was safe. 
                          
"Do you need anything?" Bryce asked me, he clearly felt bad after what Josh did to me but he didn't know what to do. 
                          
"No I'm okay, but do you think you can cuddle with me, I don't want to be alone?" I asked Bryce, thinking he probably wouldn't but it was worth a shot, I really didn't want to be alone tonight. Josh might come in here because we had been sharing a room, and i don't want to have to talk to him. If Bryce is in here he can talk to Josh for me. 
                          
"Of course I can" Bryce laughed as he walked towards my bed, I lifted up the sheets for him. He pulled me into his chest and then I realized I felt safer with Bryce then I ever did with Josh.
                          
"Bryce, was I not good enough for him?" I asked lifting my head up a bit, I always did everything to make sure Josh knew I was there for him and that I loved him. 
                          
Bryce's POV: 
                          
Just hearing her ask me that broke my heart. Austin was perfect, I can't believe Josh broke her like this or that I let him do this. I knew he wasn't over Nessa before he got with Austin but I didn't think Josh would cheat on anyone. Austin was still crying into my chest. 
                          
"Of course you were good enough for him, he doesn't know what he let go of. You deserve someone who would never even imagine leaving you let alone cheating on you Austin." Right after I finished saying that I knew that I wasn't going to let Austin get heart broken like this again. She really did love Josh with everything she had in her. After not to long she finally stopped crying, but that was only because she was sleeping. Once she finally fell asleep Jaden came in the room. 
                          
"She okay?" He asked me, Jaden was like her older brother, they were always teasing each other and told each other everything. 
                          
"Not really bro. She cried for hours. I'm worried about her already J. I can't believe he did this to her. She's so fucking perfect why would he even cheat on her?" I know if she was mine I would never treat her like this. She would never wonder what she did wrong or if she wasn't enough for me. 
                          
"I know, he's fucked in the head for this. She doesn't deserve any of this. She's been through so much at home. He promised her he wouldn't break her heart but he's a fuck boy I don't know what else to say Bryce. Are you going to stay with her tonight, I think she needs it." 


                          
"Yeah, I already told her I wasn't leaving tonight." Jaden said good bye then went to bed. The door opened again and I figured it was just one of the guys checking on Austin. When the door fully opened it turned out it was Josh.
                          
"What do you want." I asked him, he had no reason to be in here after what he did. 
                          
"I came in here to tell Austin that Nessa meant nothing to me and that I loved her and not Nessa, but it looks like she already moved on and I would have been lying anyways. I've been fucking Nessa the whole time Austin and I have been together and I'm not even sorry. Austin was always scared when people were yelling that someone was going to hit." I wanted to scream at Josh until I realized Austin wasn't sleeping anymore. 
                          
"You know what Josh fuck you. You knew I had a fucked up life before I came to move here. You knew I was scared of people yelling, you knew I didn't like party's because I was raped when I was 14 at a party my parents were having. You knew everything about me, that I was scared to be dating anyone because I've been hurt in the past. So get out and I can move back to Toronto tomorrow morning." Austin got up out of bed and screamed at Josh, he didn't even have anything to say after that. Austin was crying, she fell to the floor when he left the room. I didn't want to say anything to her because I didn't want to make it worse so I just hugged her. Blake and Noah came in to make sure everything was okay after hearing everything that happened from the living room. 
                          
"What happened?" Noah asked.
                          
"Josh was cheating on her the whole time they were together." I said, I had tears in my eyes I didn't know that she was raped when she was younger. I can't let her go back to Toronto who knows what will happen if she goes home. I can't lose her. I love Austin with everything I have in me. Blake and Noah left after I told them what happen, they couldn't believe Josh did that to her. We all saw how she looked at him like he was the only person she could ever love. 
                          
I need to talk to Austin tomorrow about what she said to Josh because I want to know how I can protect her from everything's she's scared of. She's never going to be able to forget it but I want to help her not be scared anymore.