Why is love this complicated
We should of been friends, we should of waited
But we can't go back on our past
Explain to me why we can't last
Is it too many scars to heal from
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Right now I was doing my brother's tattoo, I would've been did it but he don't be in Atlanta all the time.
"Why you look like you nervous bout something?" He asked.
"Avontae court date is tomorrow and it's hard to say what the outcome will be." I sighed.
"I see y'all wasn't arguing on the trip y'all must've talked." He said.
"We had no choice but to talk about everything not only because I need to move on but we have a whole child, we don't need to be on bad terms." I said.
"You think he changed for real this time?" He asked. "Cause that shit he put you through had you hurting for a while." He said.
"I think so, he's becoming more mature. I guess now he's more understanding of my feelings. I think you should be the same with Mayah." I said.
"We not talking bout me right now." He said.
"You said that last time. You need to just go ahead and talk to her cause I'm pretty sure she wants to talk to you too." I said.
"She must've said something while we was in Florida?" He asked.
"No, it's obvious y'all want to be together but what's stopping you?" I asked.
"I don't know how to commit. I'd rather stay single than being with her and end up hurting her feelings." He said.
"You realize we had a fucked up childhood with our parents even though we had different mommas they were getting treated the same way. He ain't never show me the right way to treat somebody that I'm supposed to love, so I'm just cautious all the time cause I don't wanna fuck up." He said.
"I think all three of us were affected in different ways about what happened. I ran into somebody that acted like him, Serena scared to get in relationships because she doesn't want to end up like our parents and you're scared you'll end up like him." I said.
"Shut up you don't know me." He mumbled and I laughed.
DeShawn is type of person that hates expressing how he feels. He's more closed off than I am and he's always been like that since were kids.
