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Lust - is a strong craving for sex. It also can mean a hunger for anything, like lust for power. While lust isn't a dirty word, it is a strong word. You don't have lust for something you don't really care about. Lust is a strong, powerful desire, whether it's a noun or verb: you lust for things you deeply crave.
                          
The sun was slowly setting down, orange, pink and blue mixed together, the clouds gone who knows were and the sun shining, while half of it was hidden. Jin was only leaning against the window, his body weak but still standing, as tears started to slowly form in his expressionless face, his hands hugging his small waist.
                          
Taehyung was long gone. As Jin woke up, he was met with an empty and cold side. The warm body was replaced with thin air. Taehyung had left at least 1 or 2 hours ago, judging by the coldness. So after Jin woke up he slowly got up to watch the sunset.. all alone again.
                          
It's funny that, Taehyung was here to watch him, and now he's gone.. the boy could easily harm himself, if he wanted to. So much of caring for him. He should have known, that those people were liars. But what if Taehyung only needed to go somewhere? Or maybe he thought that Jin would still be sleeping? 
                          
The boy didn't know what he was feeling, or what he would be feeling after.. he was simply lost. Lost in his emotions, mind, body and soul. Before, he would be disgusted and horrified of the thought of being wrapped in Taehyung's arms, but now, that thought sounded safe and comfortable.
                          
He felt safe in Taehyung's arms, only Taehyung's. How? I guess I will never know..




                          
How can you feel comfortable around someone that raped you? 
                          
Are you out of your mind?
                          
But that feeling.. what is it?
                          
It's not a feeling, it's more of a curse that you have to remove.
                          
But I don't want to! It feels so.. nice..
                          





                          
Remove it.
                          





                          
He didn't know what he was feeling.. was it normal, to feel this way? Of course not, he raped you. Taers now feel from the shining eyes, lips plump as if a pair of balloons, hair soft and brown. But body shaking and skinny, some cuts and bruises still filled his flawless skin, making it not so flawless as before. 
                          
His pain could only be replaced with that feeling, that sweet feeling. Was he out of his mind? Probably.. but it felt good. 
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Little stars sprinkled the sky as a faint pink color was blurred with the blue, and a moon slowly turning visible. For some people, it would look like heaven, but for Seokjin, it was a perfect time to let his emotions fill up his brain. He was laying on the floor next to the window, leaning on it as his legs were trembling close to his chest and hands wrapped around them, tears running down like waterfalls on the already red cheeks.
                          
Everything was spinning around him, like a never ending carousel. A carousel he can never escape. A carousel that he called his own life, a lifestyle that would repeat itself over, and over again...
                          
His eyes that were shimmering and all white like an angel's, turned red and puffy in minutes, the purples bags under his eyes starting to become a problem now and his before warm body, all cold and shaking. But what to do? 
                          
Just the thought of Taehyung being nice and all, later to be gone, was messing up his head. He pulled his legs closer to his chest, tears falling down and arms shaking. It was messing him up. 
                          
He felt angry, but hopeless too... like, he wanted to shout at the 7 men that ruined him, freeing himself out of this mess, but at the same time, he just wanted them to finally finish and end his useless life.. was it too much to ask for? His breathing hitched, and everything around him started to turn into two. He could feel his mind turning into nothing but panic, panic, that he will die in the hands of these men.
                          
He started coughing, trying to suck in some air, but his lungs weren't responding. He brought his hand to his chest, hitting it, begging for it to take a breath. Now, sucking and letting oxygen out was painful. He couldn't do anything about it. He wanted it to stop.
                          
He wanted for everything to stop
                          
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Knock, knock. "Come in" Namjoon said as he was looking at the papers and drinking some alcohol out of a glass. The door opened to reveal the one and only Taehyung. "Hyung, you called?" Taehyung asked as he sat in a chair, right infront of the tallers desk. "Yes" 
The way the older said was so emotionless and blank.
                          
"I want you to kidnap the most annoying person you ever met" the taller said, looking at the other with dark and blank eyes. Taehyung looked at Namjoon like he was saying something that he shouldn't have said, before gulping and smirking "Sure. Male, female, other?"
                          
"A male. But a weak one, fragile and maybe with some mental disorders?" The man said, raising his left eyebrow and grinning. "Sure thing. Is that all?" Taehyung said, now pretty bored. "I want that person tomorrow, exactly 6 pm. Don't be late" he then looked down at the papers and continued drinking the bitter drink. Taehyung got up and went out of the room, slaming the door shut before completely closing it
                          
On the way back to where Taehyung was going, he met up with Jungkook who was pasing by. "Wow, such great watch over" Jungkook said sarcastically as Teahyung looked back at him, their eyes digging into each other's eyeballs. "For your reference, I actually did something" Taehyung shot back and Jungkook only rolled his eyes "Well, I am getting him food. Eat that, bitch" the younger said as he showed Taehyung his middle finger and walked away. Taehyung only huffed and walked away, not having the time to do this with Jungkook.
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"Eat" Jungkook said, softly but clearly. Jin started eating. It was no surprise when the boy finished in 8-9 minutes. He hasn't eaten in weeks. And everyone knew it wasn't healthy to not eat for like 1 or more weeks. But did they care? Of course not. Jin puts everything back and placed it in a tray that Jungkook brought it with.
                          
Jin felt uncomfortable and pretty terrified at the thought of probably the older making him do things. Jungkook was only watching Jin's every move and exploring more of his body. They were both sitting on the bed, Jin's head lowered to his lap. Jungkook just stood up, took the tray and patted Jin's head with his free hand. Then left.
                          
Jin was kind of surprised that the taller didn't do anything to him, curiously looking at the locked door. His heart was beating from the unexpected action. His head lowered, looking at his hands that were placed on his lap. Maybe, they are not as bad as I thought..
                          
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A/N: Enjoying the fluff? Well, we will see about that later....