Chapter 19

                                    

                                          
Nick 
                          
I Just Got Off The Phone With London. She Told Me How She Felt About Me & I Did The Same. It Was Crazy To Finally Find Out Her Feelings. It Threw Me Off So Much. I Was Sitting There Watching My Brother In The Pool. 
                          
I Thought My Life Was Getting Easier But Nope. Now Im Confused On Who I Want. I Mean Who Could Choose Easily. You Couldn't Compare The Two Of Them. I Got Up & Went Inside. Took A Hot Shower To Clear My Mind. I Was Lounging Around When Krista Called Me. So Much For Clear Mind.
                          
"Hey Baby!!!"
                          
"Hey Bae"
                          
"So Hows Your Trip Going? Miss Me Already?"
                          
"Its Great & Yea I Do What You Up To?"
                          
"Oh Nothing Just Taking Care Of My Mom"
                          
We Talked For About An Hour. I Walked Out On To The Beach While My Mom & Brother Ate. So Much To Think About. Krista Told Me She Loves Me. I Couldn't Say It Back I Just Hung Up. This Made Everything Even Worst. 

                          
I've Always Been Tempted By London. But She Pushed Me Away. Never Wanted To Be With Me. Now She Tells All These Feelings She Had Or Have. While Krista Actually Wants Me. I Mean You Don't Just Say I Love You. Right? 

                          
I Went To Bed With My Mind Heavy. Woke Up Still Heavy. I Woke Twice Having Dreams With Each Of Them. I Was Soaked In A Pool Of Sweat. I Got Up & Took A Shower. Letting The Water Run Down My Back. Today I Was Going To Hang With My Brother While Our Mom Relaxed. 

                          
We Were Swimming With Dolphins. He Was Smiling & Laughing So Much. I Haven't Seen Him Like This Since Dad Died. It Was Nice, I Took Pictures To Show Mom Later. I Took Him To A Water Park. Our Day Was Awesome He Really Helped Clear My Head.

                          
Krista 

                          
I Flew Out To L.A To See Jas. When I Got To Her House I Knocked & Waited. Some Girl Answered Then Slammed The Door In My Face. I Banged Until Jas Opened Up
                          
"Why The Hell Are You Banging On My Door"
                          
"Who Was That Bitch That Slammed It In My Face"
                          
"Don't Call Her A Bitch Unless You Want To Die. Now What You Want From Me"
                          
"I Wanted To See You Bae" I My Hand On Her Arm.
                          
"Well You Saw Me Now Fly Back & Keep Working."
                          
"He Went On Some Trip He'll Be Back In A Week. Im All Yours Bae"
                          
"What I Tell You About Calling Me Bae Is Jas To You"
                          
"Fine Jas You Gone Let Me In"
                          
"Nope Now Byee"
                          
She Close The Door. I Stood There As A Tear Rolled Down My Cheek. All I Do For Her To Get Treated Like Shit. I Walked Away & Went Back To The Airport. I Flew Back Home. She Keeps Hurting Me. Why Do I Even Bother Anymore.
                          
A.N
                          
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