Chapter 42: Tell Him

                                    

                                          
Your Pov:
I woke up the next morning, facing Peter, who was already awake. 
                          
"Hey sleepy head." he said with a smirk. 
                          
"I had a really stressful day, let me sleep." I said, pretending to be shocked, "Yeah okay. Now, get up, let's see what's for breakfast." 
                          
When we came down, Wanda was already up. 
                          
"Goodmorning, Wanda. Did you sleep well?" I asked. 
                          
"Not really, actually. I still have to tell him, but I don't know how." She said while making breakfast. 
                          
"Wait, tell what to who?" Peter said, no clue where they were talking about. Me and Wanda exchanged some looks, then they turned around.
                          
"I'm sort of, kinda, pregnant... With Loki's child." 
                          
"And she hasn't told him yet." I added. 
                          
Well, he didn't see that coming. 
                          
"Wanda, you can do this. Did you already decide what you are gonna do with it, I don't wanna pressure you, but there are limits." I said. 
                          
Wanda was about to answer, but then Loki came in, the one person we needed but didn't want to be there. 
                          
"Hello guys." he said, and then just went to eat his toast. 
                          
Well, that escalated pretty quick when Wanda tapped him on the shoulder. 
                          
"L-Loki, I kinda need to talk to you." 
                          
"Okay, talk." Loki said, that stone cold bitch. 
                          
"No, not here. Maybe back there?" Wanda said, pointing to the other end of the room. 
                          
"Okay." he said shrugging. 
                          
And then they started talking. I couldn't quite hear what their actual words were, but I guess Loki got really angry or confused, it was difficult to tell.
                          
Wanda's Pov:
When I finally had the courage, I told Loki about the whole situation. He was confused, but in his mind I heard 'I can't be a father, I can't.'
                          
"If you don't want to, you don't have to help me raise it. Because yes, I'm keeping it and you can't change my mind. So before you say anything, this is my choice. You don't have to say anything now, of course you can think of it and try to make peace with it, I totally understand." I said.
                          
"Wanda, I can't do this. I'm a horrible person, not a loving father. I killed tons of people, I kidnapped your best friend and now I knocked you up. I'm sorry, but I don't want to bring you or this unborn child any more harm. If you wanna keep it, that's fine with me, but I can't help you raise it." Loki said and walked away. 
                          
I know it was a lot to ask of him, but I didn't expect that he would give up so easy like that. What am I gonna do now, I'm not strong enough to do it on my own. I slid to the ground, leaning against the door and started crying. As much as I would love to blame it on the hormones, it was too early for that.
                          
A good cry really does wonders. After 5 minutes, I went back to the kitchen, Y/n and Peter were gone, but Steve and Nat are here. 
                          
"Hey Wanda, we heard that you told Loki. How did he take it?" Steve asked me. 
                          
I sat down, trying not to cry. 
                          
"He isn't going to help me, said that would make it worse. He said that it's my choice whether I wanna keep it, but he can't do it, that he couldn't be a father the baby deserved." 
                          
"Oh honey, I'm so sorry. That's his loss, because this child is going to have the best family it can wish for." Natasha said, giving me a hug, "I don't want to leave you alone like this, but Steve and I are leaving for our honeymoon in an hour." 
                          
"If you don't go, I'll kill you. Where are you two lovebirds going?" I asked her. 
                          
"Wakanda. Buck is there, so we can visit him. Also, T'Challa said they had more advanced gadgets, so we have to check out those too." Steve said. 
                          
"And it's really beautiful there, no attacks because it's hidden from the rest of the world." Nat added. 
                          
They're so lucky to have each other.
                          
"For how long are you guys staying?" I asked.
                          
"Like a week, so we're back by Monday." Natasha said. 
                          
"Well, have lots of fun, you guys. Now, go finish packing, I know you aren't done yet." I said, almost pushing them out of the door.