Jeno's baby blue one. 
                          
He still hadnt given it back but it was the only thing that would help calm his tears at night. 
                          
He hadn't realized how much stuff Jeno had kept at his house until he stayed in his room for so long. 
                          
Jeno's silver watch was still sitting on Jaemin's bed side table. 
                          
Jeno's glasses case was sitting on Jaemin's desk and his leather jacket was thrown over the back of the chair. 
                          
He remembers Jeno's spare blue toothbrush was still sitting his bathroom and he remembers the blue towel thrown next to his pink one on the towel rack. 
                          
He remembers their bags of M&Ms still sitting in his cupboard.  A bag of mini ones for Jaemin and a bag of almond ones for Jeno. 
                          
He remembers all the items they share. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno ran to his house in the rain because Jaemin said he didn't feel good. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno dragged him to the beach because he's never seen Jaemin swim. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno's arms snaked around his waist after the winning basketball game. Lifting him up in the air while shaking him. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno picked him up after just getting his license. How he couldnt keep the smile off his face because he could finally drive them both around. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno held him all night because his parents were talking about getting divorced. 
                          
He remembers the time Jeno came to him in tears because of a girl that rejected him. How tight he held Jeno and how Jeno refused to part from him. 
                          
He remembers all the times. 
                          
He remembers Jeno's tummy rubs and how his large hands soothe any ache the younger had. 
                          
He remembers the eyesmile Jeno would greet him with every morning. 
                          
He remembers the way Jeno smells and how it makes him instantly relax. 
                          
He remembers the way Jeno's hands would encase his in order to help him win a video game. 
                          
He remembers the how safe Jeno's arms make him feel and how he wishes their was a protective motive behind them. 
                          
He remembers Jeno's laugh when Jaemin does the most unexpected thing. 
                          
He remembers the way Jeno will teasingly says I love you and that he only means it as a friend. 
                          
He remembers how caring Jeno actually is. 
                          
He remembers Jeno. 
                          
He remembers every single day and thats what has him sobbing on the floor at least twice a day. 






                          
Jaemin felt his body's restlessness. He rolled over on his sheets with a sniffle before looking at the clock. 
                          
2:14 am
                          
Jaemin sighed, his nose a bit plugged from his previous crying session. 
                          
He rolled over slowly to grab hold of his phone. 
                          
It buzzed in his hands. 
                          
26 voice-mails from Dotori❤
                          
37 missed calls from Dotori❤
                          
12 missed calls from Lele💛🐬
                          
6 missed calls from Sungie🐥