𝕋𝕎𝔼ℕ𝕋𝕐 𝔽𝕆𝕌ℝ

                                    

                                          
[y'all bout to be real mad-]
                          

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
                          
"Fine."
                          
Draco let a single tear escape his eye. 
                          
"You know it's wrong to be sleeping with a student." Pansy told him, as they were walking to thw divinations classroom. 
                          
Draco didn't want to talk to her, he wanted to collect there work and speak with Theodore. "You can't tell me what I can and can't do," he seethed, not even looking at her. 
                          
"It would be shame.." she drug her fingers on the wall seductively. "..if the ministry were to find out." 
                          
Draco stopped dead in his tracks. 
                          
He became horrified. He knew it was a bad idea to bring her here in the first place but she just begged and begged- and he finally gave in. But he couldn't stop the horrid look on his face at the fact that she was about to blackmail him into losing Rose again. 
                          
Again. 
                          
He couldn't go through that again. 
                          
"Pansy-."
                          
"You were supposed to end up with me. It was supposed to me who your falling in love with but it's not. I see the way you look at her, and I can't bare it anymore." Pansy blurted. 
                          
This would be the only time he begged. He would beg and beg her not to do this- for Roses sake. He would beg for her. Because he knew she had separation anxiety, she hardly wants to go to her classes without him. And he makes all the time in the world to be in the same class as her. 
                          
"Please- please don't do this-." He choked up, finally begging her. 
                          
"No. Break it off of the ministry will hear about it. Don't even think about firing me either, or they will still hear about it." Pansy responded. 
                          
He clenched his fists, harder than he ever had. 
                          
Draco was leaving his dorm, ready to break the news to Rose. 
                          
But he really didn't even knew what to say. He knew that she'd stop eating- she'd start cutting and ever since they had been with eachother she stopped having nightmares. 
                          
He knew everything was better for her when she was with him. 
                          
He was making his way to the great hall, the empty corridors making his shoes echo. He was trying to think of a way to put this without it completely crushing her but it would either way. 
                          
And he knew that. 
                          
So when he entered the great hall, and saw her with her leg over Louis' thigh he was growing even more angry. Over the past couple months they had been growing closer- and closer and it made Draco want to rip Louis' head off. 
                          
For touching what was his. 
                          
When she spotted him, she didn't bother to take her leg off of his. Because in Roses mind it was just a comforting gesture, to let her know that she wasn't alone and Draco didn't understand that. 
                          
So now he was about to tell her this while being angry, and with Draco Malfoy, nothing ever comes out good when he's mad. 
                          
"Ms. Cullens. May I speak to you outside?" He asked her, his teeth gritted but she just shook her head and plopped another jelly bean in her mouth. 
                          
She loved the green jellybeans. 
                          
"Fine." He clenched his jaw and leaned into her ear, speaking with anger. That's the only reason why he said what he was about to say because he would've never said it like this if he didn't see her leg on top of Louis'. 
                          
"We. Are. Over." 
                          
He had said it only loud enough for them hear. 
                          
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Roses heart dropped to her stomach. 
                          
'We. Are. Over." 
                          
And then- he walked away like nothing happened. She didn't understand. They had just got on a date like two weeks ago- what did she do wrong? 
                          
"You okay Ree?" August asked her, and she was nodding again, trying to smile but she couldn't. 
                          
Laugh it away, Rose. 
                          
Now she was wishing she had said yes to talk outside with him. But she wanted to eat- something she doesn't do often- and she didn't think anything of it. Because before Draco had even shown up she was laughing with her friends, happy and doing perfectly fine. But now her heart was crumbling again. 
                          
Did nothing she do matter to him?
                          
"What did Professor Malfoy have to say to you?" Nora asked, taking another bite of toast. 
                          
"I'm still failing divinations." She replied, and she was losing her appetite to eat anything. "I think I'm going to go back to my dorm," Rose stood up and when Louis got up too, she didn't mind. 
                          
"Can I come with?" He asked her and she was nodding her head. 
                          
They walked out of the great hall, walking silently down the hallways. Rose felt like there was a literal knife in her heart, she didn't think she could feel worse than she did when she was the one who was ending it but now she was. Everything was going perfect, she didn't see where she went wrong. 
                          
Why would he do this. 
                          
He had told her how much he missed her- but he just threw her away like she was some regular to him. Like she was someone like Pansy to him. And she couldn't. Stand that thought. 
                          
When they entered her hallway to go into her dorm, it was as if her world completely shattered. 
                          
Pansy. 
                          
Leaving Dracos dorm. 
                          
She froze, and completely stopped walking. But Pansy only smirked at her, and walked past her with a smug look. If Rose wasn't heart broken she most likely would've put her hands on Pansy, and told her to fuck off. 
                          
But she didn't have the energy after that. 
                          
So she just ran into her dorm, and didn't even care if Louis was coming or not. She was mumbling, I'm gonna shower stay in here, and was slamming her bathroom door shut. 
                          
How could he?
                          
How could he do this her?
                          
She didn't want to do what she was about to do next, but the urge was growing by the second.
                          
So she picked her razor blade, and started to indent her skin permanently.